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[nope. he's not exactly okay. while he looks okay and isn't doing much of the drinking or smoking he had been before, he is still a little more restless and freaked, but why he couldn't quite tell anyone. which is probably why he opens up this feed to ask the people of this world what they think. since he can't actually ask anyone in his family about this stuff.]

I should've figured that I would get more gun-related things popping up, but I think some of these memories are getting weird.

[he huffs and shakes his head.] No, I mean I'm getting weird with the memories. Like they are changing me.

Like this last one. I'm running a gang and we go after these people and for some reason we end up fighting them. I'm killing the other guys since none of them move as good as I can... I'm dodging bullets and shooting them out and then stealing all their stuff while they're bleeding all over and...

I guess what I'm trying to say is that it doesn't bother me as much as it should. Killing people should be a big thing, but I just...

[he really is not a fan of trying to say things in English; it sounds like a bunch of nonsense and he frowns at the camera, huffs and runs a hand through his hair.]

I guess I really was yakuza in a past life.

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If we're in a couple countries I've been in, you'd be legal already. So you never even had a hot toddy?

[he'll take the other tea, and add some booze to it. whiskey goes good in it, right?]

I don't feel like a bad person. I just feel... like it's normal.

Nope. Mom was strict about that.

[He thinks booze is why she never married his dad, whoever he is.]

Speaking of experience? Normal is really relative. I mean, my "normal" for seventeen years was an RV with seven other people in it surrounded by other RVs with people in them. Just because that stuff is-was normal doesn't mean anything, really. You know it's not right.

Tough woman, your mom?

[he laughs and waves his bottle at the room around him.] This is normal for me. [he thinks about it for a moment.] Well, maybe not the waterfall, but I'm use to rich stuff.

But I know what you mean. Just because it is normal for him doesn't make him right.

[He just shudders at the question. Mama Ryan is scary]

And who knows, maybe wherever he's from is a world where that stuff is right. I mean, apparently me and Dr. Strider are getting memories of the same fantasy world and there was that girl with chainsaw lipstick so who the hell knows what sort of world your memories are coming from?

Gunfights everyday where the guy that can dodge bullets walks away with the goods? It sounds like a bad yakuza movie.

Okay one, what's "yazuka" and two--elves. At least your world sounds like Earth?

Think the mob, but better than the Italians. I guess it was Earth in a way.

So...Japanese mafia. Could be worse?

I guess so. I could have been in a Triad group.

...a what?

Chinese mob. Big on the drugs and people smuggling.

...okay, not what I was going for but yeah. Better yazuka than those guys.

Given there's a race thing too... Yeah, awkward would be the nicest thing to think of in that kind of situation.

Could still be worse? You could be, I dunno, some genocidal tyrant guy.

Me? I'm a sweetheart!

[he gulps down his doctored tea and sighs, shrugging.]

And you could be a talking dog in your past life. Who knows what's really inside all of these memories.

It was a joke, dude.

[Killian's perfectly normal tea is already done]

I told you, I'm bad at this sort of thing.

We all gotta start some where.

[sets his cup down and leans in close.]

Didn't you ever tried cheering up a girlfriend before?

[Killian scoots back just a tiny bit]

I thought I said I've never dated. At all.

Aah, that's right. You did say that. So you would be uncomfortable if I brought home a couple girls?

I sleep at the other end of the hall and it's your place anyway.. I don't care who you bring back as long as they're not crazy.

No, no, oh no. You can't just hide when there's a little party going on. You should come out and mingle.

No, trust me--bad idea. Bad idea.

It's never a bad idea.

[There's no way he's escaping this, is there]

I wouldn't even know how to mingle!

You're talking to me just fine, right?

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