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[ursoreckless]

[nope. he's not exactly okay. while he looks okay and isn't doing much of the drinking or smoking he had been before, he is still a little more restless and freaked, but why he couldn't quite tell anyone. which is probably why he opens up this feed to ask the people of this world what they think. since he can't actually ask anyone in his family about this stuff.]

I should've figured that I would get more gun-related things popping up, but I think some of these memories are getting weird.

[he huffs and shakes his head.] No, I mean I'm getting weird with the memories. Like they are changing me.

Like this last one. I'm running a gang and we go after these people and for some reason we end up fighting them. I'm killing the other guys since none of them move as good as I can... I'm dodging bullets and shooting them out and then stealing all their stuff while they're bleeding all over and...

I guess what I'm trying to say is that it doesn't bother me as much as it should. Killing people should be a big thing, but I just...

[he really is not a fan of trying to say things in English; it sounds like a bunch of nonsense and he frowns at the camera, huffs and runs a hand through his hair.]

I guess I really was yakuza in a past life.

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[youngestone]

Like indie stuff?

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[ursoreckless]

The older stuff, indie stuff, stuff from other countries. Like did you know there is a heavy metal cello band?

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[youngestone]

...that's a Thing?

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[ursoreckless]

Not really. They're a group of cello players that decided to play heavy metal songs on their cellos. They're pretty good. There's all sorts of music out there, and people are just too stubborn to look for it.

I can loan you some of my collection if you wanna take a listen.

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[youngestone]

Sure, that'd be great. Anything's gotta be better than the stuff Mom listened to.

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[ursoreckless]

Got an MP3 player?

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[youngestone]

Nope. I saw a cheap one at Walmart the other day, but that's gotta wait 'til my next paycheck.

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[ursoreckless]

I'll loan you my iTouch until then, okay?

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[youngestone]

Whoa, you don't have to. I get paid in a few weeks.

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[ursoreckless]

It's fine and a lot easier than trying to sort through all my CDs. I can trust you to not lose it, right?

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[youngestone]

Y-yeah, totally.

[That iTouch probably costs more than all of Killian's current possessions, except maybe his laptop. Yikes]

Thanks, man.

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[ursoreckless]

[Shou usually just upgrades his stuff to the latest once it comes out, so for him the two year iTouch isn't really worth that much. he'll have to dig it out and reset it before he hands it over, but once he does that, Killian will get a lot of music on it - including Japanese bands and even a few things that Shou wrote. Classical, contemporary and a mishmash of everything since he does listen to everything.]

You're welcome.