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OK so like all these vision things are kind of coming together and I

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know I'm not the only one who's looking at maybe not [writing more slowly now] being who I thought I was?

Or even what I thought I was.

I kind of feel like I'm whining because I know a lot of you guys are dealing with this kind of thing too and have it worse. Like it's not obvious yet for me. But if this keeps going and I'm going to be some I don't even know. Some probably-alien that's blue and can't talk right. I won't be able to hide it for long.

So what the hell are we going to do? I feel like we should have a safe house or something, but there's not much I can do to make that happen.

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Actually, me and someone else were considering making and maintaining a resources list for just this sort of thing. I may look perfectly human but know how it is to have to conceal some weirdness. I admit, I don't even know where to begin with that and may just have to ask about it on the network.

As a start, maybe get an apartment with others from the network. That at least is going to be safer than living with people who aren't familiar with all this. Maybe in time we could all pool resources towards something like a safe house.

I live alone, and I have a few extra rooms, if it comes to that.

[as silly as it is, he wishes he could offer the church as a safe haven, but the old romantic notion doesn't exactly stand up in modern day.]

It might not be very reassuring, but even if you change, you'll still be the same on the inside, won't you? [God, why does he suck at being comforting when it matters the most. Isn't this his job?]

... I crave raw meat and can heal from horrible injuries. I wonder what I'm turning into.

But... we'll still be ourselves, for sure. No matter what! I'm not going to let this stupid shit change who I am.

I... do have the resources to find a safe place but I'm not sure exactly what kind of place we may need. From what has been happening, it'll need a lot of work.

Sort of like a superhero headquarters or something that can handle us and anything else that can get thrown at us.

Hey, it's me (Adrian).

You're not whining, it's proving hard for everyone. You alright? I'm about if you need to talk to someone.

BECOMING IT?

I don't know what the other me's name is. He answered to the Apostle of the Violet Rose once. And he's very, very not human but I don't know what he *looks* like, but if I grow his wings somehow I think I can't hide that. Wish I could contribute. I can ask around about abandoned property outside of the Dead Zone, and stuff for sale outside the city proper, I guess.

[Hajime feels for the kid; he's fairly certain he's turning into a giant bug. Saw himself turning into a giant bug, remembers being that giant bug on a monstrous rampage, and has the green blood to prove it. Not that he's really willing to talk about that right off the bat, but this is a concern he shares.]

A safe house isn't a bad idea. All I've got right now is my apartment, but I could hide anyone who needed a place to stay.

Is there anything you need help with now?

[Helping someone else who's turning into something freaky sounds like a good way to distract himself from impending giant bug-dom, really...]

[There's much here that warrants something said - but nothing that can be used seems to be articulately forming in spite of everything, he's dead aware of the need for a place to hide but hasn't a bit of the right to suggest anything. He glosses through the other responses for something constructive to say, and...]

Has your tail come back since then?

[Then being "you made it 'go away'".]

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