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savetheearth2013-06-20 11:19 pm
moarnomsplz) wrote in savetheearth2013-06-20 11:19 pm
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OK so like all these vision things are kind of coming together and I
[unintelligible scribble; if you're watching in real time, you could see 'don't know what to do' and 'don't think I like it.']
know I'm not the only one who's looking at maybe not [writing more slowly now] being who I thought I was?
Or even what I thought I was.
I kind of feel like I'm whining because I know a lot of you guys are dealing with this kind of thing too and have it worse. Like it's not obvious yet for me. But if this keeps going and I'm going to be some I don't even know. Some probably-alien that's blue and can't talk right. I won't be able to hide it for long.
So what the hell are we going to do? I feel like we should have a safe house or something, but there's not much I can do to make that happen.
[unintelligible scribble; if you're watching in real time, you could see 'don't know what to do' and 'don't think I like it.']
know I'm not the only one who's looking at maybe not [writing more slowly now] being who I thought I was?
Or even what I thought I was.
I kind of feel like I'm whining because I know a lot of you guys are dealing with this kind of thing too and have it worse. Like it's not obvious yet for me. But if this keeps going and I'm going to be some I don't even know. Some probably-alien that's blue and can't talk right. I won't be able to hide it for long.
So what the hell are we going to do? I feel like we should have a safe house or something, but there's not much I can do to make that happen.
[Text | Handwritten]
And stays frozen and considering. But he'd said that he'd need to be in danger for it to reappear -- and what could anyone do to do that with any amount of security, would thinking that he might be in danger be enough, a shock...?
He's running out of things to say, drat.]
You have not tried it yet, have you?
[Text | Handwritten]
[Because he's pretty sure freaking out is the opposite of the way to make it vanish again, and if he tried once and failed, he would definitely freak out a little.]
I know its kind of a lot to ask.
OK, not kind of, it is a lot.