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[Misa is obviously freaking out a little. He eyes are wide, she's breathing fast, and she is newly blonde since she last appeared on the network. But her latest echoed change isn't anything that's visible.]

The lights over Tokyo— something is happening, I'm going home. If anyone is coming and needs a place to stay, my apartment is open to you. It's not very big, but I'll make room for anyone who needs it. Bring a sleeping bag or air mattress if you can. Private message me for the address, and if you have a doppelganger either do it in person or by phone. I don't want any uninvited guests showing up.

[[ooc: feel free to handwave Misa giving your character this information, as long as they are not a doppelganger and we have some previous CR.]]

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Who: Misa and ALL THE PEOPLE
What: Crash at Misa's one-bedroom apartment during insanity in Tokyo. SLUMBER PARTY. There will be separate header threads for different weeks, plop your person anywhere.
When: April 10-28
Where: Tokyo, Misa's place

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It's an easy thing to get caught up in. His entire body is responding to the engagement, anticipation and experience replacing what was once novice sensitivity. He knows what to expect now, which makes him confident instead of clumsy, and his own hands are straying to Cesar's fly, fingers busying themselves with the closures there, and it isn't until Cesar's breaking the current heavy kiss that he glances up, first at Cesar, then following his deer-in-the-headlights gaze to the stunned Misa.

He really has no idea what the etiquette is for this situation.

"Could you go... I mean, would you like to join... I mean hi Misa," he rattles off disjointedly, sitting up himself before realizing that he's really much, much better off lying on his stomach on top of Cesar, a position he returns to hastily even if it abruptly truncates Cesar's attempt to sit up. The boxers he's wearing provide little in the way of coverage, especially given his current state.

Misa continues staring at them, equally like a deer caught in the headlights despite her being the one that caught them in a compromised position. Her eyes stray downward and then up again, taking in details she doesn't want to notice but can't really help seeing. Every fiber of her being is screaming at her to turn and run or at least look away, but it's like time has stopped in the room and they are all trapped in this uncomfortable moment for eternity.

Lazarus saying terribly awkward things is at least a return to normality, despite the situation at hand. Misa has a precedent for reacting to him saying the worst things, and she clings to that familiarity in the face of so much that is unfamiliar. Such as presumed straight virgin Lazarus very obviously about to have sex with a man in her living room. She has no idea if the offer to join means this isn't anything serious, or if he is just rattling off every terrible thought that goes through his head at once. She also has no idea which option is preferable. But judging by Cesar's expression, the offer was not mutually agreed upon.

Misa opens her mouth to say something... then closes it. Her face cycles through several different expressions: incredulous, embarrassed, looking like she is about to cry. She abruptly turns on her heel and flees back into her bedroom, slamming the door behind her.

Cesar tries to sit up, but Lazarus drops back against him, saying things that have his face turning red and his eyes darting in undisguised panic. He lifts his hands as though to sign, but there's no signs that could save this conversation, and L's weight has him sinking right back to his elbows anyway. It's just as well; Lazarus wasn't the only one with things to hide. If Cesar could get the ground to swallow all of him right now, he would.

It's too late for that. Their hostess' eyes fill with tears, and the door slams behind her. One final piece clicks in with the rest of the picture, and Cesar realizes that it's worse than it looked.

He pushes Lazarus off, sitting up quickly and rubbing his face. Well, that just became a disaster. What were they going to do now? Could they fix this? He turns to Lazarus and quickly signs, {One of us needs to apologize to her. As soon as we're dressed.} 'And presentable' goes unsaid.

There are complicated things happening with Misa's expression, and the bulk of it is beyond Lazarus. He' still figuring out Muppet faces to a large degree, after all, and such nuances are far more advanced and difficult. As she races from the scene, he looks to Cesar for some help in that regard. He curls and stiffens like a stunned spider as Cesar pushes him away and rubs frustratedly at his burning face. His eyes are riveted to the signs as soon as they start forming out of desperation more than anything else; it's more than uncomfortable to be in a situation where emotions are going haywire faster than they can be read and understood, it's terrifying.

"Apologize?" he asks uncertainly. "For... being interrupted pre-coitus? You're sure that's...?"

From his point of view, they've done nothing wrong; the air mattress is his own, along with the consenting adult relationship. If a piece has clicked into place for Cesar regarding Misa's feelings toward one or both of them, Lazarus seems oblivious.

"I'll finish you first," he offers, clearly intending to pick up where they left off and out of courtesy to Misa, be quick about it. Unfortunately, he also seems oblivious to how tonedeaf, strange, and inappropriate such a gesture has become.

Cesar throws his hands up between them before Lazarus can get very close at all, hunching a little. Not that he expects Lazarus to try to reach him through the gestures, but he's so aghast at the thought of finishing now that the gesture is automatic.

{No!} The sign is several times larger than it needs to be. It might seem like he's 'shouting', honestly, even if that's not quite his intent. {This isn't the time for that! We've already been insensitive enough. Please get dressed.} Lazarus clearly has all the tact of a dried up cactus. Maybe Cesar could slip a note under her door and knock...?

Obliviousness can carry a person quite a long way before it shrivels into comprehension, and Cesar's gestures of rejection and denial are plenty to shatter its gentle cocoon. He's vaguely hurt by it, even as he grudgingly understands why maybe it's not normal to remain in a state of prepared arousal when there's a crying girl just a room over, and he braces as if Cesar has shouted.

"Sorry, I just thought..."

Insensitive.

He nods briskly, raising himself quickly and pulling on clothes from his suitcase that are more fitting for his usual aesthetic. Black, tattered in places, with the occasional edge or detail that would hurt to touch. Whether because he's embarrassed or hurt, he keeps his back to Cesar as he clothes himself.

Cesar watches Lazarus from the corner of his eye, eventually looking forward. It's not quite for privacy, because they're somewhat beyond nakedness at this point. Perhaps it's guilt? Lazarus' gesture has shut Cesar out, and even if he were trying to get his attention he wouldn't be able to. Cesar replays the last minute in is head. What should he do?

Would Lazarus' doppelganger have been this oblivious? It's a question he cuts off immediately, expression darkening. Maybe he wouldn't have, but that doesn't mean he would've stopped this from happening. If anything, it would've been worse.

He zips his pants back up while he waits. His hair gets set back to rights, and he stands, still trying to decide what to do.

{You should be the one to apologize. That would be ideal.} He's signing as soon as Lazarus turns, and his eyes drop to check their appearances. There's at least one important factor that could make any conversation with her only worse, after all. Do they need to wait a while?

Edited 2015-05-24 22:07 (UTC)

Lazarus' doppelganger's hypothetical handling of the situation is nightmarish. Not only would he have propositioned Misa, but he probably wouldn't have taken protests too seriously, and he might have intentionally made the situation more upsetting for everyone else involved and reveled in the result. Lazarus, to his credit, isn't like that, seems to genuinely feel bad. The difficult thing, though, is that there's a connection he's not making to the acts themselves and why Misa was upset by them.

He's finally dressed again in his spare, severe clothing, and even when he's finished it takes him long enough to turn back to Cesar. It's at an angle, not happening fully, and the signs seem not to improve his mood.

"Why would it be ideal?" he asks, bristling as though Cesar's unfairly laying all the blame for this on him, but it's reactionary and childish, and he recognizes and backtracks.

"Oh, of... course, because she doesn't sign and I speak Japanese well enough to communicate this in her native language."

It has expressly not occurred to him that there might be another reason for Misa's upset, but at any rate, the frosty tone of the last few minutes have at least killed the mood sufficiently to soothe and silence his arousal.

Edited 2015-05-26 03:03 (UTC)

{Not that. It's because it's you.}

Cesar looks at him for several seconds, before pinching the bridge of his nose. The hand drops quickly: Lazarus might take it the wrong way, and Cesar is realizing that letting him figure things out on his own not only won't help anything, but might not even happen.

He hopes he's right.

{L, has Misa ever been affectionate towards you?}

Maybe this will help him towards the discovery.

Lazarus blinks his wide, owlish eyes, seeming very surprised that Cesar is asking about affection.

"It... depends on what you consider 'affectionate.' I mean, just hugging and kissing, and taking showers and lying in bed together under the covers, but as friends," he says blithely.

Edited 2015-05-26 04:25 (UTC)

Doubts of his own start to materialize like a swarm of unwanted mosquitoes, and he's trying to calculate the probability that he might've been cheated on without either of them realizing it. Could Lazarus really be that insensitive? Or (equally possible), could he really not have realized that either of them might have objected had they known?

{How long has this been going on?} The signs come slowly. If he were speaking, he might've stuttered. The next question leaves faster as it occurs to him.

{What else have you two done together?}

Edited 2015-05-26 04:41 (UTC)

He's immediately on-edge, looking for all the world like a child who knows he's done something wrong based on the reactions of adults around him, but he can't figure out what. He hurries to come up with some answers.

"I guess... um, she brought me some chocolates on White Day," he says, nodding to punctuate the answer. "It was a strange day. My doppelganger was there and making things just... bad in general and we fought and that started an echo train. It wouldn't stop, and she kissed me on the cheek during it and she was traumatized and she asked me to lay in bed with her, and I felt responsible so I did. After getting rid of the doppelganger, of course. And then when Nathan was missing I went to the shower and she followed and we both got our clothes wet and talked for awhile, so I don't..."

He shakes his head, looking spooked.

"What is it, are you angry? Why are you angry?"

Chocolates. Cesar got those too, but he hadn't thought anything overtly unusual besides the obvious. She'd said she'd gotten his address from his doppelganger. Had delivering chocolate really been all she'd hoped for? What would've happened if he'd been anything but politely friendly?

He wants to ask more, but Lazarus' question comes first. He's in too much disarray to be delicate.

{I'm not angry. I think Misa's been attracted you for a while. Did you ever do anything else? Like kiss her back? Touch her?}

Edited 2015-05-27 03:41 (UTC)

Lazarus is noticeably relieved when Cesar says he's not angry, but he still seems like he's second-guessing a fair portion of the last few months, or at least seeing them clearly for the first time.

"I... never kissed her, but we might have touched a few times. Like..." he rubs anxiously at the bridge of his nose. "No genital contact but her hip might have bumped mine once when she was walking past me. I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. Also I offered to buy her a Bentley."

That last one derails him a little. {You offered to buy her a what?}

He waves his hands.

{Nevermind. That's not important.} Deep breath, Cesar. It's not very kind of him, but he's taking some reassurance from Lazarus' distress. His instincts feel blind and unreliable after the incident with the doppelganger, but surely Lazarus isn't skilled enough at acting to hide something like this? ... Not that there isn't trust between them, but they're still at such a fledgeling stage of things that Cesar isn't above considering anything.

{It sounds like it was all a big misunderstanding. You see now why this was more complicated than someone just walking in on us the way we were?}

Edited 2015-05-29 05:30 (UTC)

"A Bentley. It's a kind of car," Lazarus offers helpfully and informatively.

But it's not important, seemingly, and he backs down at Cesar's dismissal.

"I guess I see why. You think that she was attracted to me and had the idea that I wanted her to be my girlfriend, and this is how she found out about us."

Though he gets it, he still sounds dazed, as if he's struck by how immensely unfair it is that this should in any way be his fault or responsibility.

He nods. {I do. From what you said, there were more than enough signs. Fortunately she'll probably realize that you didn't do this on purpose. You're not very subtle.}

It's all absurd, made worse by the fact that it's also completely serious. Cesar's strained grin fades as quickly as it appears, since now he's being the inappropriate one. How did everything get so convoluted?

He studies Lazarus' face as though it might have the answers, and his brow furrows. They're not within arm's reach, so Cesar steps towards him, absently tracing his fingertips with his thumb on the hand he wants to put on Lazarus' shoulder.

{Are you ok?}

Initially, he looks like he maybe wants to argue that he can absolutely be subtle, but if that's true, it's probably only relative to his Doppelganger. He bites his tongue on the words, pinching the bridge of his nose and letting this all continue to sink in. Just because it's happening slowly doesn't mean he isn't getting completely saturated with every negative emotion that comes with it. Lost and tired, Lazarus' face stares back at him when he's joined.

"Yeah..." he replies half-heartedly. "It's just... I'm pretty sure there are actual extraterrestrials that feel less like aliens on Earth than I do. It's not even a recent thing. It's always been true."

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