video {iphone}

[ursoreckless]

[he's been posting on the network mostly in video so he wasn't going to start to change it. the bright blondness of his hair was fading to more natural reddish-blond, the mass of curls trimmed to a more manageable mess but despite the make over, he looks tired, withdrawn and a little sad.]

What kind of messed up life would have a couple guys using live ammo on each other and laugh about it?

[his accent has gotten thicker and rougher. there's still some care to make sure he's understandable, though far less attempts at refined pronunciation.]

Almost acting like a bunch of kids, running around shooting toy guns but the blood and guns're real and I know I was bleeding all over.

We both were.

[a sighs and he shuffles around a little, the phone moving with him. it seems he was laying on that big comfy white couch of his.]

Anybody else getting weird fighting dreams too? [because it might help to hear other people having similar dreams.]

Comments

[voice]

[caosgo]

That sounds...unsettling. Were you in pain...?

[he clears his throat a little.]

I seem to have picked up a few...tricks, but I haven't dreamed about them. In fact, I think I dreamed about a dream, as strange as that sounds.

[voice]

[ursoreckless]

Skinned knees, shot in the arm and sides, a couple burns that I think was caused by a bullet just barely missing, and it felt like I've been running around for a long time.

[he sighs a little.]

It's weird that I even know what pain was what. That ain't me. I'm not someone that knows a bullet burn from a grease burn.

...A dream about a dream?

[Audio]

[selfassured]

I think you answered your own question, an incredibly messed up life would have two people using live ammo on one another.

Laughing about it though? That goes above and beyond.

[Audio]

[ursoreckless]

We were acting like it was some kind of game. Like it was something we've done before or something.

Audio

[icy_heavens]

[Okay now, that's just disturbing.]

I've had a "memory" of a battle, but nothing as messed up as that.

Audio

[ursoreckless]

Makes me wonder what kind of life the past guy had, that he found gunfights as something fun.

Video;

[searchforpeace]

[Audrey's brows cant upward lightly.]

I've mostly had odd falling memories. Apparently it happened quite often.

... Are you alright?

Video;

[ursoreckless]

A little tired. I usually don't sleep much but this week has been real killer.

Falling dreams, huh?

[Audio]

[chalicejoker]

Most of what I remember is just monsters fighting monsters, and I was just another one of them...at least you were still human?

[Audio]

[ursoreckless]

You dream of being a monster and fighting other monsters? [there was something vaguely familiar about that, but he didn't know what.] What kind of monster were you?

Text | Handwritten

[reckless_fire]

Nothing exactly like that, but I got a couple of that other guy's memories where he took out a whole fleet of soldiers or something. And he LIKED doing it.

voice

[ursoreckless]

He liked it? That's a little crazy.

handwritten text;

[toobig]

They haven't been fighting dreams... but weird dreams all the same. Now I'm even getting them while I'm awake.

voice

[ursoreckless]

They're more than dreams. They're memories of a past.

text;

[immortalize]

Had some kind of memory with... water pressure. Being crushed by it. Over and over and over until I got to the surface..

voice

[ursoreckless]

How did you survive it? Did the dream explain it at all?

( audio )

[argents]

Sounds like how someone with no fear of dying would live. I think.

I remember fighting, or there being fighting going on around me. But it wasn't in a traditional sense, not at all.

( audio )

[ursoreckless]

No fear of death, huh? Sounds a little odd even then.

How not traditional are you talking about?

[ handwritten (SORRY HE'S NO COMFORT) ]

[fatherssins]

People who aren't afraid to die.

Alternatively look at half of us today, we're laughing and doing things that aren't normal.

voice - don't make shou hunt him down

[ursoreckless]

There's nothing wrong with laughing or smiling.

[voice]

[acequeen]

[There's something about the description that unnerves Regina — blood, guns, and death. It prompts her to sigh heavily.]

I remembered seeing a battle happening. Lots of people being gunned down by large robots, buildings that looked like they belong in ghettos, things of that nature.

It looked like hell.

[voice]

[ursoreckless]

The building they were fighting in was gutted out and had plants growing in it. Places were tagged by paint but it was faded, old paint. And they seemed comfortable there, at least they didn't care they were working through a falling building.

It seemed... familiar.

[voice]

[allinvein]

Nothing about fighting [Yet.] but there has been blood.

[A pause.]

What's changed with you?

[voice]

[ursoreckless]

It felt normal to that other me, like it was something he was use to.

Changed? [a small frown] I got my hair trimmed and letting it grow out from the blond.

text;

[wirsinddiejager]

I remembered something like that kind of. people getting killed though there wasnt much of an actual fight or guns.

voice

[ursoreckless]

There weren't anyone else around. It was just the two of us fighting around in this crumbling building.

What were they dying from?

Text;

[vetala]

If it helps, the first thing I had that was related to the Numbers Club was a dream? It didn't involve fighting though.

voice

[ursoreckless]

I just like knowing it's not rare, even if it's got nothing to do with fighting.

Did it scare you?

[text]

[mezool]

nothing about fighting yet! that sounds pretty rough, though...

the only memory i've got has to do with someone called gamel. does that ring a bell?

voice

[ursoreckless]

Gamel? No, sorry, I don't remember hearing anything like that before.