dominateartimus: (I have no regrets)
Sandrath // Xander Jarle ([personal profile] dominateartimus) wrote in [community profile] savetheearth2014-11-07 05:25 pm

❧ 015 ❧ Video, laptop webcam

[The video starts with a shot of an apartment kitchen, with its counters filled with several containers of sweet and savory baked goods. Someone had gone on another baking spree after recent events, but chose to remain out of the picture. A black tail is seen at the bottom of the frame, swishing slightly as it brushes up against a lower cupboard before a meow is heard and the cat walks away.]

If you were around the last time I made a post like this, then you know what I'm about to offer. For those who don't, I've made a bit too much and I'm willing to share this to the network. I already gave a large portion of what I made to the people working on rebuilding Las Vegas a few days ago. But, I'm unable to leave Locke for the time being since the 'teleporter' is presently inaccessible. Sorry.
dead_black_eyes: "Love Ballad" ('Cause this is my one true sacrifice)

[personal profile] dead_black_eyes 2014-11-14 06:14 am (UTC)(link)
[The concepts are scarcely controversial, and Lazarus honestly doesn't expect much opposition on all of this from anyone. Even if it's just him living here and running the place, he can get a far sight more accomplished than he could living out of hotel rooms with a laptop and library computers as his investigation tools.]

Fortunately...

[He laughs brokenly, a rough, unbalanced edge to the sound.]

Fortunately, I don't mind being up at all hours of the day. I don't do too badly when I have enough to do.

[Too much. He has too much to do, and while he might not mind, eventually he will collapse from exhaustion. His manic energy is a good indicator that he's running on fumes and this point isn't too far off.]



dead_black_eyes: "Secret Agent Man" (Definitely something going on upstairs)

[personal profile] dead_black_eyes 2014-11-17 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
[A pause. Xander has a point, and Lazarus knows it. He's won't argue when it's clear he's wrong... but he's currently pretty sleep-deprived and probably qualifies as insane by a few definitions.]

That's why I put my sweater on the floor, so if I fall down I won't hit my head on the concrete.
dead_black_eyes: "Paranoid" (I think I'm paranoid and complicated)

[personal profile] dead_black_eyes 2014-11-17 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
No. I'm not camping

[He turns his thermos agitatedly in his spindly hands, one of which is tattooed with his number.]

There are some bed frames upstairs. I'll move in proper and get mattresses soon.
dead_black_eyes: "Love Ballad" ('Cause this is my one true sacrifice)

[personal profile] dead_black_eyes 2014-11-17 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
[He wavers where he stands. His will is strong, but the offer is sorely tempting to him in his sleep-deprived and desperate state.]

You care that much? I guess if you do, you could...

[It's his way of giving Xander permission to keep him from hurting himself.]
dead_black_eyes: "Paranoid" (I think I'm paranoid and complicated)

[personal profile] dead_black_eyes 2014-11-17 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
I've been on my feet for long enough already... it's unlikely that the time you take to get a sleeping bag is really going to matter.

[If he seems bristly, it's just his pride. Truly, he is grateful.]
dead_black_eyes: "Secret Agent Man" (Telling lies alibis)

[personal profile] dead_black_eyes 2014-11-18 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
No...

[He pinches the bridge of his nose. He's so tired, but fortunately it's not that bad yet.]

I just meant to imply that if it's only a little while longer I can definitely stay awake.
dead_black_eyes: "Secret Agent Man" (You're nothing special here)

[personal profile] dead_black_eyes 2014-11-18 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
[That is always just a little bit creepy, when Xander does stuff like that. L swallows, but focuses on staying awake until he returns. Out of curiosity, he does set his cell phone's stopwatch, to see if it really will just take a couple of minutes.]
dead_black_eyes: "Love Ballad" ('Cause this is my one true sacrifice)

[personal profile] dead_black_eyes 2014-11-18 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
[L stops his watch. Not a couple minutes, but he's not one to scoff; he couldn't accomplish that in 10 minutes, after all.]

Thank you.

[He accepts it; the soft material and the comfort it represents give him goosebumps. His poor, sleep-deprived body.]

Where did you get it? Do I owe you money for it?

[He kneels for his sweater so he can access his wallet.]
dead_black_eyes: "Platform Moon" (But the ships hold a message for me)

[personal profile] dead_black_eyes 2014-11-19 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
...did you have time to pay for it?

[For some reason, this concerns him, even though he's certainly been willing to break the law to achieve his own ends.]

Regardless... thank you. It's a valuable one... and it's nice to know every now and then that people actually care. I like to think I'm pretty capable but my perception of reality isn't on record as being particularly stable.
dead_black_eyes: "Secret Agent Man" (Ashes to ashes we all fall down)

[personal profile] dead_black_eyes 2014-11-19 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
[No offense is meant; the time is all L meant to comment on, but it's clear how it would seem like an insult or a presumption. Sometimes L speaks before realizing how certain things can come across.

He unwraps the sleeping back, spreading it out on the floor. The moment he kneels, it seems clear that he won't be rising again for quite some time.]


Well... we all need that, don't we? Without that person, any one of us could end the world on a bad day.
dead_black_eyes: "Dreaming" (We are the prophetic generation)

[personal profile] dead_black_eyes 2014-11-19 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
We'll see. I have a hard time falling asleep, even when I'm extremely tired. Not because I don't have to sleep, like some lucky people... for other reasons.

[Reasons that are, incidentally, far less easy to explain.]

dead_black_eyes: "Secret Agent Man" (I don't want to be a superhero)

[personal profile] dead_black_eyes 2014-11-19 03:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[He sighs, because yes, it's very obvious that he's jealous and he'd prefer some things weren't.]

I guess I wouldn't mind the company or the conversation, as long as you wouldn't mind me falling asleep at some point.
dead_black_eyes: "Secret Agent Man" (We tend to bruise easily)

[personal profile] dead_black_eyes 2014-11-21 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
Then it sounds like it's all settled.

[He folds his sweater under his head to use as a makeshift pillow, tucking himself into the sleeping back and immediately feeling sweet relief melt through his aching muscles like butter.]

I don't know how much of this I can do alone. I don't know when I'll be finished, or even if I can finish, but trying feels like the most important thing right now.

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