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[Alan's previous text posts have always been from his sketchbook and thus surrounded with drawings and doodles. This one has been written on a blank page and looks weirdly empty in comparison, especially since the post itself is so short.]

during the snake thing if you saw a titan running around randomly breaking shit that was me. I lost control and didnt know what I was doing. sorry if I got any of you guys hurt.

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I guess. And it means it's kind of a good thing that you, uh. Y'know. That it happened!

[ Careful lil armtouch time. ]

Because like. Before I'd have taken bullets for any asshole, right? And now I have to be way pickier about who I play hero for. You probably saved my life! In a permanent kind of way.

I still wish it hadn't happened.

[Because wow does he feel like shit for it. Just gonna grab an eight ball and throw it to the ground without any real enthusiasm.]

Don't be a big dumb loser. It wasn't even that bad.

[ It's a lie, of course. It was a horrid way to go, even putting aside the fact that it was Alan hurting her when he'd promised never to do it.

But he doesn't need to know that. ]

And it didn't change anything, right? I'm not, like. Blaming you or whatever.

[ Which is true, at least. ]

I know that but.

[He'd broken his promise and done the exact thing they'd all said he wouldn't.]

It was still pretty fucked up.

Nuh-uh. Compared to all the other stuff that happens to us? Kind of not fucked up at all. Ain't nobody going to think bad of you for it.

[ Oh - yeah. He should probably know who else knows, right? ]

Especially since I'm cool keeping it secret. Except Wally saw, so he knows. And Captain Gremlin does, too.

[He stays quiet for a moment, not really sure what to even say because it is pretty fucked up, no matter what she says.

But then she mentions that other people know and he gives her a slightly panicked look.]

They- they know about it?

Only those two!

[ Yea, Octavia placeth upon Alan's hindmost area a series of phalanges; softly, merely the meanest whisper of an inspiriting tactile begrazement. ]

Wally saw, I didn't tell him. And Captain Gremlin found me and was asking about you and what happened and. Stuff. But he was actually pretty understanding about it. In a short douchebaggy kind of way.

[GODDAMMIT LOUISE]

...Oh. Well, I. I guess that's okay then.

[NOPE NOPE NOT OKAY WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO KNOW EVERYTHING IS TERRIBLE]

[ You fucking love it. Also Alan gets backpats. And buttpats. Both. ]

If people have to know, it's better that it's them! Right? Wally, at least. And they know it was an accident! That it could have happened to anybody.

And if either of them try to make you talk about it and you don't want to, I will personally kick them in the nards.

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