o2 panic attacks | video to text.

[gunhearted]

[Oh my god there is gross sobbing. So much gross sobbing. No seriously the biggest, hiccuping sobs for a good half a minute before he can even get a word out. He's scrubbing at his eyes and it is doing all of nothing.]

I-I don't understand what's goin' on anymore. Nothing makes any sense! I-I-I-I--

[Fuck he can't figure out how to words so after a few shuddering gasping breaths and searching blindly for his inhaler in his pockets, he shuts down video switching to text.]

i DON'T KNOW WHATS GOING ON ANymore I don'tknow how to be a delinquenti 've never evenjaywalked

i don't know what to do i just wNTED TO NOT GET MUGGED??????

I THINK PAST ME IS GOING TO DIE

I THINK HISF RIENDS re going to get him killed

I CAN'T HANDLE THIS LEVEL OF STRESS.

Comments

[gunhearted]

yea

theyre surprised im not dead yet i think.

[sly_god]

Quite frankly, from what you are telling me, I am surprised myself. But perhaps it ties in with who you use to be.

[gunhearted]

he ciried a lot too but

he was differentidk why he was. he got reallt mad.

[sly_god]

Some thing tells me you will eventually find out how and why he was different. For your sake, hopefully sooner rather than later.

[gunhearted]

no way i don't wantt o know anythinge lse!!!

[sly_god]

I can see why you wouldn't want to know. But there might be some insights about him that could help you with your anxiety.

[gunhearted]

HE WAS FIGHTINGT HE MOB AND HE SHOT UP EIGHTEENSPEAKEASIES

EIGHTEEN

IN ONE NIGHTTHE GUY WAS CRAZY THINING ABOUT HIM REALLY WILL KLL ME.

[sly_god]

Ease up on the capslock please. Perhaps he had a reason other than being crazy. The term 'speakasies' is a term from the 1920s. Those were not exactly easy going times.

[gunhearted]

[what no he can't ease up on the capslock---??]

because he wasselling alcohol and the mob killedeight of his friends but eighteen in one night

who does that? agiantst a mob he foguththe mob!

who does that???

[sly_god]

[Lucas doesn't like being yelled at in text.]

Perhaps you would feel less anxiety, if you could simply understand the motivations behind his actions. It sounds like he did have some other than just blindly killing a bunch of people.

[gunhearted]

[Never ever meet Jacuzzi. Ever.]

een if he ahs a reason it doesnt make it okay

he got muggrd and his friends just killedthem! it was awful! just murdered them and set off an explosion evne when they were already dead!

[sly_god]

I did not say it would make it okay, but having some understanding of how and why he could do such thing, might help calm your concerns.

Remember just because he did something does not mean that you will have to follow the same exact path.

[gunhearted]

i don't wantt o know i dont wanta nything t do with him life is hard enough!