o2 panic attacks | video to text.

[gunhearted]

[Oh my god there is gross sobbing. So much gross sobbing. No seriously the biggest, hiccuping sobs for a good half a minute before he can even get a word out. He's scrubbing at his eyes and it is doing all of nothing.]

I-I don't understand what's goin' on anymore. Nothing makes any sense! I-I-I-I--

[Fuck he can't figure out how to words so after a few shuddering gasping breaths and searching blindly for his inhaler in his pockets, he shuts down video switching to text.]

i DON'T KNOW WHATS GOING ON ANymore I don'tknow how to be a delinquenti 've never evenjaywalked

i don't know what to do i just wNTED TO NOT GET MUGGED??????

I THINK PAST ME IS GOING TO DIE

I THINK HISF RIENDS re going to get him killed

I CAN'T HANDLE THIS LEVEL OF STRESS.

Comments

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[cursedtolive]

... well. to be technical here.

if we're reborn versions of our past selves, they're kind of already dead?

[text]

[originaloddcouple]

JACUZZI!

EVERYTHING'S ALRIGHT, BUDDY!

IT'S ALL GONNA BE OKAY!

text;

[gunhearted]

i don't waNT TO REMEMBER DYING

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[gunhearted]

NO ITSNOT I SHOT UP EIGHTEEN SPEAKEASIES

IN ONE Night guys one night

[text]

[originaloddcouple]

THAT'S QUITE A FEW SPEAKEASIES.

IN QUITE A SMALL AMOUNT OF TIME.

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[gunhearted]

I DON'T KNW HOW HE DID IT

SINGLEHANDED

SINGLEHANDED GUYS I CANT DEAL WITH THIS

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[originaloddcouple]

THAT'S VERY IMPRESSIVE.

AND SOUNDS VERY BLOODY.

BUT I'M SURE HE HAD HIS REASONS!

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[gunhearted]

it was vengnce

i dontwantto be a murderr

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[chernobolt]

I believe that perhaps you should focus on breathing evenly before anything else!

[DUDE YOU SOUND LIKE THE KIND OF ANIMALS SHE HAD TO PUT OUT OF THEIR MISERY AT HOME]

[handwritten]

[moarnomsplz]

OK first chill out. Pretty sure nothing's going to happen to you.

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[gunhearted]

[Asthmatic omg he's asthmatic this is normal for him omg.]

i foind my inhanler im fine.

permavoice etc etc

[chernobolt]

That is good to hear, but that is not exactly what I meant. The focusing on the breathing is usually helpful for calming down emotionally, too.

[because this shit ain't normal ok asthma or not]

[gunhearted]

CANTCHILL OUT JUST SAW A GUYS HAND GET ALMOST BROKEN OFF HIS FINGERS WERENTATTACHEDRIGHT

text for as long as he's panicking at least?

[gunhearted]

im tryin itsj ust not that aeay right now

[chernobolt]

I can understand that, but I think that perhaps it is still good to try? Nothing will change if you do not make an attempt, and you do not sound very well at the current moment so I would not wish that.

text;

[cursedtolive]

it's ok i think if your past self really was gonna die he would've fainted from fright since he's YOUR past life so you won't remember it

text;

[gunhearted]

ITS ACTUlly pretty hard to faint

[gunhearted]

i just rememembered a guys hand geting crushed before hegot killed

by epople i was with

it was awful

[Text]

[charcoalfeather]

[Holy shit was this a lot of panicking.

Reminded her of herself.]

Uh, hey there

Maybe you should calm down a little?

text;

[hustru]

Are you home?

[If not she will come with chocolate and hot cocoa and .........glare at you because what are appropriate facial expressions, but she will do her best to go all team mom.]

[sly_god]

Flipping out isn't going to help anything. I realize the sudden memories can be taxing, but you are still you.

[Text]

[gunhearted]

im ring to xLM DOWN BUT THAT WAS NT OKAY

[Text]

[charcoalfeather]

Wewll what happened?

What's not okay?

[chernobolt]

That does sound quite awful! But it is only a memory, and you are not alone in reliving unpleasant things. There is no need to cry - there are many people who are willing to help you however they can.

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[gunhearted]

i remembereed stuff i didnt want to remember