three // panicked text

[mood2wiingiing]

ii thiink iim lo2iing iit.
ii thought everythiing wa2 fiine but no now voiice2. iim goiing crazy. craziier than before at lea2t, or maybe crazy all over agaiin?? voiice2 arent a good thiing iim 2ure that count2 a2 a halluciinatiion whiich ii2 defiiniitely craziine22. for 2ure. that cant even be one of the2e pul2e thiing2 can iit, why would ii halluciinate from one of tho2e.
fuck fuck fuck.



oh and two top iit all off ii am pretty 2ure my 2ii2ter know2 2omethiing ii2 goiing on unle22 iit2 normal two ju2t 2ee people 2tart lo2iing theiir 2hiit after driinkiing 2omethiing!! 2he probably told dad two 2o iif ii dii2appear forever dont be alarmed ii have probably ju2t been commiitted or 2omethiing. 2o 2ee you later number2 con2piiracy.

Comments

[dorkytracksuit]

im pretty sure you could still communicate with us if committed.

[mood2wiingiing]

no iim pretty 2ure ii couldnt!

[dorkytracksuit]

well then we'd just have to bust you out.

[mood2wiingiing]

no ii dont thiink you can how would you even do that

[Text | Handwritten]

[scramasax]

[It isn't easy reading, but when he does process it - in case it's any consolation:]

I hallucinated from one once. It didn't last long.

[computer]

[mood2wiingiing]

how long ii2 not long?

[scramasax]

Less than a minute with mine, and then it stopped all at once.

[Restrains himself from asking any further questions - figures to see whether or not that response is taken as anything of use first.]

[mood2wiingiing]

ok well. thank2 ii gue22 but that ii2nt really what2 goiing on here. thii2 liike ju2t keep2 goiing off and on and. iit2 ju2t voiice2.

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[drama8om8]

So are the voices telling you to kill people or burn things? This is important.

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[mood2wiingiing]

no but that miight be an iimprovement over 2creamiing tbh!

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[drama8om8]

I know being polite 8n't exactly your thing but have you tried asking them to stop. Like REALLY NICELY? Try and cry a bit for effect! That was a free acting tip there. You're welcome.

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[mood2wiingiing]

riight cry two the voiice2 iin my head that 2ound2 liike a great iidea iill get riight on that

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[somedaytogether]

Oh dear, that sounds serious. Perhaps we should organise something - a couple of well-credentialed adults who can come to your house if things get serious and assure your family that you're all right?

Re: text;

[mood2wiingiing]

...yeah ok that make2 2en2e. that miight work.

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[somedaytogether]

I suppose Ryan would be an obvious choice, since he's involved with civil services. I don't have a useful profession myself - I'm only a horticulturist, I'm afraid - but I can certainly cover if you need to get out of the house.

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[mood2wiingiing]

ii dont know who that ii2. ii dont know who anyone ii2 really thii2 ii2 2tiill two new.

[Handwritten]

[dododo]

[ So he's no psyche doctor but. He's going to try helping anyway. ]

When did you start hearing them?

[text]

[mood2wiingiing]

ju2t a couple hour2 ago but they arent all the tiime they come and go?

[dododo]

Were you doing anything when it started?

[Text]

[talktothedoll]

I'm a psychiatrist.

What are the voices saying?

Re: [Text]

[mood2wiingiing]

ii cant tell theyre ju2t THERE liike iin the background off and on and 2creamiing and talkiing and whii2periing!

[Text]

[talktothedoll]

[Trying to diagnose symptoms that likely showed up as a separate piece without a cause...thanks, network, for returning things piecemeal like this. It's not making Mort's job easy.]

Have you tried communicating with them at all?

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[eras]

okay first take a deep breath
then let it out
then rinse and repeat
okay?

you're not crazy!!

Re: text;

[mood2wiingiing]

you dont know that ii could be completely p2ycho!!

text;

[eras]

you're not any crazier than the rest of us
now what happened?