o5 panic attacks | text

[gunhearted]

theres somebdoy here from my past
and not just anybdoy somebody i was really close to back then
really really close
shesin most of my memories
alost all fo them
but something terrible happened to her in the things i eremember
and its why i have thet attoo on my face
why he hsd it on his anyway
shes really nice and i dont want her to get hurt
if shes sees that tattoo what if she echoes aobut the other stuff

its really selfish to wish i cuold talk to her right
even though she could echo aful stuff back rihgt?
they coudl actually urt her.
really hurt her

idont know what to do

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[charcoalfeather]

wait wait wait

wahts going on? theres a new person you remember?

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[gunhearted]

yeah

i remmnber her in almost eerything. they werefriends ffom when they awere kids.

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[charcoalfeather]

really? that's great

no that's terrible. I mean

that's not good is it?

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[gunhearted]

it's not

at all

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[charcoalfeather]

well if you think youre going to hurt her maybe you should stay away

[As hard as that was to say.]

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[gunhearted]

i told her tostaya way.

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[charcoalfeather]

oh


Jacuzzi. if yu wnt to talk or something

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[gunhearted]

idfont even know waht im thinking to takl about.

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[charcoalfeather]

anything? talk about anything

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[gunhearted]

i miss isaac being atound.

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[charcoalfeather]

me too

[Ugh, this was getting worse fast. What could she do?]

hey can I talk to you like in person?

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[gunhearted]

m not gonan be great company.

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[charcoalfeather]

dnsnt matter. I wnt to help and id rthr talk to you in person anyways. be easier




I mean unles you dnt want to talk

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[gunhearted]

im in my rooom

its fine if you want.

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[charcoalfeather]

[There's not going to be a reply to that, as Rakka has turned off her connection and is quickly making her way through the Dian household.

It's not a few minutes later that there's a knocking on his bedroom door and it opens. First there was her halo, then Rakka's face.]

...Hi.

[gunhearted]

[The halo is always a little weird. He's sitting in his bed kind of staring at his phone. He's still pretty upset, but he tries his best for a half-smile. Everyone's having a hard time in the house right now.]

Hey.

[charcoalfeather]

[She's gotten used to it. The half-smile is met with an equally strong smile from Rakka, which is to say it's hardly a smile. It seems everyone was having problems now.

Rakka stepped into the room, closing the door quietly behind her.]

So... this is about a girl, right?

[gunhearted]

Nice. She just showed up. She asked--[There's a bitter irony here] She asked what you'd do if you were gonna go blind.

[charcoalfeather]

Nice...

[Oh. She'd just talked to her, hadn't she.]

Oh... That's, uh--[Horribly ironic] That's not good at all.

Did... you talk to her?

[gunhearted]

I did. I told her about the scars.

S-she... she still wanted to talk but I told her we couldn't.

[And it broke his heart.]

[charcoalfeather]

[It really must have. Rakka could tell this was weighing pretty heavily on him. If she found someone from her past here, and knew they got hurt somehow, would she do the same?

Giving it a moments thought, she walked over to the bed and took a seat near him. She still kept her distance though.]

I'm really sorry. That must be really hard.

[gunhearted]

[He shrugs and tries for another smile.]

So long as she's okay, r-right?

[charcoalfeather]

Yeah, but... it still stinks that you have to do that.

[Still, if this was what he wanted to do...]

What if...

[gunhearted]

So long as she's safe and happy, nothing else matters.

[charcoalfeather]

But...

[She almost didn't want to say it, but the thought was eating away at her mind.]

What if staying away doesn't help? She could... still get hurt...