o5 panic attacks | text

[gunhearted]

theres somebdoy here from my past
and not just anybdoy somebody i was really close to back then
really really close
shesin most of my memories
alost all fo them
but something terrible happened to her in the things i eremember
and its why i have thet attoo on my face
why he hsd it on his anyway
shes really nice and i dont want her to get hurt
if shes sees that tattoo what if she echoes aobut the other stuff

its really selfish to wish i cuold talk to her right
even though she could echo aful stuff back rihgt?
they coudl actually urt her.
really hurt her

idont know what to do

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[gunhearted]

I did.

I think they're upset with me. [He has yet to realize he's being a giant hypocrite.]

[charcoalfeather]

Really?

[Isaac and Miria. Upset. Those words didn't deserve to be in the same sentence.]

That's... weird. What did you say?

[gunhearted]

They knew her, too. Before.

[A sniffle. A choked noise.]

I'm doin' something awful aren't I?

[charcoalfeather]

[Even if she had just come to know Jacuzzi, seeing him like this made her feel horrible.]

...No, you're not...

[Hesitantly, she placed a hand on his shoulder. She wanted to be comoforting, but wasn't sure how much.]

You... just want her to be safe, right?

[gunhearted]

O-of course! But maybe people are right... [That accent he tries (and fails) to keep under control is just not being bothered with today so just... ignore that he speaks with an accent no one's ever heard of).]

M-maybe all 'm doin is pushing her away because I'm scared. [That is not something anyone said actually] Maybe I'm just... taking away people who'll help her...

[charcoalfeather]

[Well, she's not going to say anything about the accent.]

Maybe... you should try and help her a little? Like, help her remember things so she doesn't end up getting hurt by accident.

I could... try to help, in whatever way I can.

[gunhearted]

I don't remember that much! I mean I remember stuff but--

I don't think it's gonna help her at all. I told her about the scars, and nothing happened, but what if that just means she needs to see something to remind her?!

[charcoalfeather]

Hmm...

I don't know. I mean, the echoes don't really work when you want them to, do they?

[gunhearted]

Nothing makes sense, and I don't--I don't want to make something bad happen to her.

[charcoalfeather]

[Positivity wasn't an easy thing to have at the moment, was it?]

It... you wont. Nothing bad will happen.

[Obviously something will, but she refuses to say that.]