It's hard not to erupt into a flurry of new questions at the information that Kira kills people with heart attacks, but Misa keeps her mouth shut until Lazarus is done talking and tries to absorb everything he says. She doesn't want to believe much of it, but it does click into place and though she might not like it, she can envision it making sense.

"I have no idea how someone could kill healthy people with heart attacks, but... If the man who murdered my parents in that life looked like he was going to get away with it... maybe things happened differently then. Maybe there wasn't any justice, and he escaped. If that happened... and then someone came along and killed that man... I can see being grateful."

Her speech is slow and deliberate, as if every word is a confession she doesn't want to give. L must have been wrong, there's no way she was a killer herself, or whatever a 'Second Kira' is. But that would explain why her Other worshiped a murderer.

"We don't know that L was right. The last memory I got, when you kicked your doppelganger, it was of L and Light fighting while in those handcuffs. L admitted that he wanted Light to be Kira, he didn't just suspect it. Light punched him, he kicked. I was hiding behind a couch."