savetheearth | Mission 7 - A Chance Meeting

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Mission 7 - A Chance Meeting

Who: Anthony Sparado, Hajime Aikawa, Chinen Shou, and NPC mcfirestarter
What: Cleaning up some loose ends.
Where: Downtown Locke, couple of areas likely
When: December 1st, late afternoon/evening
Warnings: Violence, death, probably profanity.

Text: [The hurriedly typed address of a small bookstore somewhere downtown.]

Got a bite. It's show time, hope you're hungry.

Action: After the sting at Espresso Yourself things had fallen quiet again. By now quiet was worrying, instead of signalling peace and a break from madness Tony had come to associate the quiet with an impending shitstorm. With luck, and a good bit of skill, maybe he'd be able to cut this one off before things got unbearably messy. That was the plan, anyway.

Shou's contacts had given Tony a lead or two, and that coupled with his own ever increasing hunter's instincts he'd finally tracked down his quarry: The modified human that had been made to look like him.

After shooting a quick text to the both of them (he couldn't give them more time as much as he would have liked to) he began to move in. Storm clouds rumbled ominously overhead, briefly distracting Tony. Something about all of this was weirdly familiar, and unsettling. He adjusted the sword on his shoulder, shoved aside the anticipation causing a funny knot in his gut, and began to move in. Now he knew he spotted the guy around there somewhere. He couldn't have gotten too far, could he?

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He rolls the bottle's between his palm, doing his best to rearrange his shattered thoughts into something that resembled order and logic. He'd known that this part would be difficult, but he hadn't thought it would be to this extent. He feels like a radio that just can't find a frequency, endless static obscuring his ability to be helpful.

"What happened," he says, settling heavily into the groove of a subject with a determined path, from beginning to resolution. "From what I understand of it... as you know, Tony has someone Albero's modded to look like him. He's not a perfect match, but the resemblance was strong enough to get him in trouble for crimes he didn't commit. Tonight, the objective was to commit arson on camera while looking like Tony, and Tony tried to stop it. He went after the perp, and even though Hajime and Shou were supposedly involved... they got separated and he ended up trying to take on an armed thug alone."

He nods at the parts he knows. The doppelgänger, and the trouble it had got Tony into (that alone had been enough for him to consider just packing up shop and getting out of there entirely), but he stills as more recent events have some detail added to them.

There's a niggling little voice telling him that he ought to be angry at Tony. He should be, because how many times now has he told that kid that he can't just go running off alone whenever something bad happens? How many times has he told him he's not alone?

It's not as easy as that, though. It's never going to be that easy.

"... Of course he fuckin' did. I need to put a beeper on him or somethin'."

He rests a hand against his cheekbone, wondering just how bad the swelling is now, or if it's beginning to bruise where Tony's flailing punch had caught him. He keeps his eyes on the floor.

"It's normal for a teenager in so many ways," he says quietly. "But if it gets worse than this, I don't... I worry that I won't be able to help him. I'm very afraid of that."

It's not something he's commenting on yet, though the bruising has caught his gaze a few times by now. He guesses it's a result of what happened.

"Not much about Tony really fits into 'normal teenager' anymore," Richard mutters, rubbing the back of his head and turning his eyes up to the ceiling to sigh out a soft breath. "And you don't gotta worry about being the only one around to help him. That's not somethin' you need to take all on by yourself."

"I think you're wrong," Lazarus says, a little too forcefully. He wants badly to believe that it's the case, because the alternative has a lot of hopeless implications for Tony and everyone in his life. "It's a lie to say that Numbered are normal, or that they're just like anyone else, but the essence of a full life's experience shouldn't be denied any of us. He's going through changes that are frankly terrifying, but he's also insecure, and headstrong, and foolish, just like a normal teenager. It might not be everything but it's more than 'not much,'" he insists.

"I hope he finds someone who makes him happy. I want him to go to college, feel the satisfaction of making the world a better place, and live a very long and happy life. I think he can have those things; don't you?"

He's never been worried about being the only one around to help Tony, but it's no secret that their relationship is more peer-oriented than one between a guardian and a child. What he is worried about is being brittle and frail compared to other Numbers, and incapable of sufficiently doing anything at all for Tony.

Maybe at another time this kind of conversation would have been welcomed. Right now, it isn't, and there's a faint tensing of Richard's jaw as he glances back over to the door and privately thinks that this isn't the kind of thing they should be talking about in a restroom.

"Of course I fuckin' want those things for him. I'm his father." It's the first time he's said that, really, and the word halfway sticks but not because it's something that doesn't want to be spoken. More that it's strange to say. Richard had never really banked on having kids, and especially not one that would drive him so close to a breakdown by (almost) no fault of his own.

"Don't talk about this like I don't know the damn situation, L." He wheels 'round on the heel of one foot, aiming a soft kick at the base of the nearest wall. It makes little more than a soft 'tap', then another while he scuffs one hand through his hair. "Look, I'm not gonna discuss this in here. It's weird."

The breaks and cracks in Richard are impossible to miss. His composure is slipping, and while L realizes he's only human, he's right. Richard is Tony's father, and difficult or not, he took that burden on himself willingly. It stings to think of it that way; L knows that "burden" is a word that scares Tony, that makes him behave desperately and foolishly.

He watches Richard silently as the other man kicks the wall in frustration. "Is it so impossible that you don't know the situation?" he asks afterward, flint-eyed. "He doesn't tell you everything. I'm not a parent, or anything, but I'm pretty sure I can overcome some weirdness to discuss concerns about my friend's future. I can be accommodating. I can be flexible. I can talk about this anywhere. Where would you be more comfortable?" he inquires, doing his best to keep his tone neutral and free of any traces of arsenic.

"... Don't do that."

It's low, a soft and tired-sounding warning that doesn't go any further as he quickly glances back over his shoulder. Don't talk like he doesn't care enough to know. Don't talk like he doesn't care enough about Tony's future to discuss it. He never expects L to sugar coat anything and he wouldn't want him to - that's not how their friendship works - but right now...

Right now his mind is too scattered to appreciate any part of what L might be trying to do.

"You wanna talk about this? A'right, we'll talk about it. Let's siddown somewhere that don't feel as if the Houston Texans are about to run in after a game."

Then he pulls the door open, holding it for L to leave first and lead the way.

L certainly tends toward venom more often than honey, and if one were to press him, they'd get plenty of reasons. Hard living has made him hard, he has no patience or sympathy for self-pity, he is a doer and not a dreamer... and in many ways, it's probably for the best that he's not a parent. It's an attitude that adults respect, but it breaks children.

"Fine," he replies neutrally, standing and following Richard and passing when the other man stands aside to allow him to exit first. Richard's discomfort with the locker room admittedly doesn't make much sense to him; he knows that Richard has gotten used to more posh surroundings in recent years, but he won't find that anywhere in L's rough, work-in-progress academy. In fact, making it more comfortable and cheerful in general is something that people like Shou insist on helping him with.

If Richard simply has a fear of locker rooms, though, or a surprisingly prudish attitude about showers or commodes that L personally makes sure are scrubbed clean nearly daily, he will accommodate. He's stretched thin today, but he can at least take it that much further.

"Tell me where you want to go so I don't choose another spot that you find 'weird,'" he instructs crisply.

Under normal circumstances, Richard could handle this and likely better than most. Right now, every nerve is stripped and all he can think about is Tony, the teenager that he took into his home and swore to keep safe, almost dead in a room not too far away from where he is now. It's nothing to do with the surroundings (he seen and lived in worse), or even the fact that it's a locker room, really. He just needs a little more time to gather his thoughts and it's more easily done by walking.

And he could probably just have said that, but he's not exactly thinking straight. Everything feels like it's coming through a fog.

"... Outside. I gotta get some air." The thought only comes to him then and suddenly seems like the best idea in the world. "Please."

One great and cruel irony of L's existence is that he only begins to truly understand and get along with people when he knows their breaking points. Figuring out such a definite quantity often entails pushing them to those points, after which they either bond with or want nothing to do with him. It's a high-risk high-reward approach that makes a lot of sense for someone with L's extreme personality... but it can backfire, and tends to do so badly when it happens.

His eyes and face are hard, and remain that way, but he nods, turning wordlessly and making his way toward the nearest fire exit. He trusts Richard to follow him.

The problem with Richard's breaking point is that he's already long past it and holding himself together for the sake of the one person left who really needs him right now. It's a strange state to be in and he probably shouldn't have driven here at all (Shou telling him about the extent of the injury almost causing him to crash aside), but here he is, and now in the delicate company of someone who is now pressing him further.

Getting outside is the best idea that he could have had. As soon as the cold air hits him he feels better, more focused, and certainly not as penned-in as he had before.

He leans against the wall beside the door and breathes in, exhaling slowly.

"You got another smoke goin' spare?"

It's not until they actually are outside that L appreciates the openness and fresh air himself. He spends so much time in the school, breathing the dust and plaster and smoke from the occasional cigarette, that he sometimes forgets how invigorating it is to step out the door. Though he's not dressed for the weather, standing in his shirtsleeves, he doesn't complain about the cold, slipping his hands into his pockets and withdrawing his carton of cigarettes even before Richard asks for one.

"Of course. It's a habit now, so I wouldn't be caught without one."

He holds a cigarette and lighter in one hand, offering them both to Richard.

"Thanks."

Richard left his coat somewhere, probably up in the room where Tony is and the amount of time he spent living in a far warmer state hasn't left him well prepared for this kind of weather either. It doesn't feel like it matters much, really.

He lights up, handing the lighter back once the flame catches and exhaling a slow stream of smoke out into the air.

"A'right."

They're set far back from the road here. As places in a New Jersey city go, L's school is peaceful, and the sound of traffic is faint and distant as he draws out another cigarette for himself and lights it once Richard has handed back the lighter.

He's calmer now. Cautious. He won't speak until Richard is ready to, if that happens at all. Until then, he'll stifle the urge to shiver and take deep drags on his cigarette, holding his breaths each time.

He gives himself a minute, eyes shut save for the brief moments when he glances at the cigarette to make sure he doesn't poke himself in the face with it instead of fitting it between his lips.

Then, he casts a sidelong glance to L and slowly exhales a stream of mixed pale smoke and warm breath from the opposite corner of his mouth.

"Didn't mean to jump down your throat like that."

Lazarus inhales on his cigarette, content with the silence, not considering it uncomfortable. When Richard does speak, he glances the other man's way, ashing directly onto the pavement of his feet.

"We're all on-edge," he responds. "I won't think anything of it if you won't... it's my tendency to want to fix things, even when they should probably be left alone. I've never been able to leave a scab alone," he adds, in a pale attempt at a joke.

The silence, from his own point of view, is actually comforting in a strange sort of way. It lets him pull himself back together, to focus on what's going on right now outside of his own emotional reaction to it.

"Heh."

It's a poor joke, but it at least breaks the tension.

"Don't worry about it. Let's just... start over."

"Sounds good to me."

He's more than glad to accept. Most people would rather write him off completely than give him another chance to get along and play nice, no matter how unintentional his offensive nature is.

"I suppose you'll want to take him home sooner, rather than later. I have painkillers and towels and hot water here, but it's not equipped to be a hospital or recovery center. We make do, but we're still working on assembling the best surroundings and supplies."

If he thought that L really meant it then he wouldn't have offered that kind of second chance. If it had all come out of nowhere, the conversation would have gone differently up to this point, too, but the truth of it is that they're both strained to a point of fragile tempers and taking it out on each other isn't going to help.

He can let it go if L can.

"Mm. Soon as he's okay to move. Looks like he's healing himself up fine." He scratches the back of his neck slightly. "Shot to the head like that, it should'a killed him."

"It should have," he agrees softly, taking another deep drag on his cigarette. "We're all really lucky that it went the way it did, that he pulsed back what he did when he did. I think there shouldn't be a problem with him going home tonight; I'll start trying to figure out what to do with that Mafia creep who shot him, in the meantime."

"You know who it was?" All things considered, it might not be best to actually tell him who it was at this point in time, but he really wants to know. Resisting going after the person himself would be hard work, after all of this.

"Actually... just forget I even fuckin' thought that question."

Lazarus sighs in answer, shaking his head, glad that Richard isn't pressing.

"...yes, that's for the best," he allows. "We'll decide in due course and it will be the right thing, but if we act now out of passion we're likely to regret our actions later. I strongly advise against any sort of line of thinking."

Richard isn't so far gone yet that he can't handle his Others personal lack of self-restraint. He feels it pushing at him, sometimes, like an itch in the back of his mind and he knows it's not him. At least, it's not all him.

Some of it certainly is.

He puts the stub of his cigarette out against the wall behind him and keeps hold of it, flicking his thumbnail against the end of the filter. "Better make sure Tony doesn't start thinkin' along the same lines as soon as he can get up."

L's draws have slowed down in the last little while, and he's still got about half of his cigarette to go before he's finished with it. "I'm going to stay out a little longer," he says. "If you go with him and I don't see you again, I suppose I should say goodbye now."

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