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[Surprisingly for anyone familiar with Alan's posts in the past, this one doesn't appear to be written in his sketchbook. His handwriting is looking unusually shaky and hurried, too.]

the mafia guys hit me too. my house burned down. Im going to need somewhere else to stay if anyones offering.

we cant allow this to keep going on. those fuckers are going down.

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[ Well, that's more than a bit of a startling question; not really one she can rightly BLAME him for at the moment, either. ]

...I wouldn't even know where to start, or if... I even could do that.

[ Is that by morality or ability? Either way, Lily's not exactly the type to go hunting down people to kill them. ]

I can be patient and careful and shit. I want to kill them all but I dont want to get killed or the other people here in danger. so if its going to take a lot of time and hard work then thats how itll be.

if you cant help thats fine. I appreciate the advice anyway.

what kind of name is that even.

thats ok. I dont expect a lot of people to be able or willing to help with something like that.

Right?

I wanted to be Charlotte! Or Renley and Rob like my brothers, something normal.

Hell, if I were in the same position... I probably WOULDN'T be patient and careful about it. You've got one up on me, then.

Trust me, I want these guys gone too. I don't think there's a single one of us who doesn't. We've just got to find a way to it that doesn't shoot all of us in the foot, or make things even worse for you in the process.

[ Quietly he mulls over the thought that he doesn't want the FBI to start looking at the Numbered as a sort of danger that would need to be dealt with, either. Go to far off the deep end, and Neil would expect that wouldn't end nicely for any of them. ]

There could be other ways, too. If the FBI had anything to nail them WITH, I'd expect it would have already been done. That they're still roaming the streets means that the guys in charge are probably making off like bandits and covering their tracks way too well.

Im not really interested in the FBI honestly. like if thats the only way to do it then fine but theyd just throw them in jail or something right? thats not enough.

so why did you get a name like that. whats wrong with your parents.

[ Lily has seen the other public conversations; one part curiosity, one part too much of a busybody for her own good. So... she understands what he's implying. ]

...I can only imagine how you must be feeling. [ She lost HER mother, but... it was nothing like this. ] They do need to be stopped... somehow. Someway. I just... I don't even know where any of us could start in a way that would actually DO that...

[ Just killing a bunch of them wouldn't do that, but he seems to understand that, so... She's at a bit of a loss, really. If it were her father, Jasmine, or Winter this had happened to, or if she needed to make a life or death choice to save one of them... She knows very well she'd be looking at this differently. ]

yeah. its a really shitty situation. I dont know what do right now either but Im going to figure something out.

[Because he can't let himself think that he won't succeed. He just needs to remind himself that this isn't as impossible as things were for his past self when his mother died.]

They didn't name me, the mate of my mistress did.

I'm just saying, it's an option. If there was evidence we could present to them.

I get it. You want them to suffer. But if they're going to be taken down, just killing a few guys won't do it.

They've got assets, money. Property, probably businesses. Family members that if they're just killed, will come into all of that stuff - and we don't know if they'd just pick up where dear old Dad or Grandpa or whothefuckever left off. A mafia isn't like just busting up any old street gang - these bastards are like a business. They've probably got contingency plans for if and when they die.

On the other hand, if those assets can be seized or cut off... that's a whole different ballgame. If they don't have that, then they've got nothing.

ok so what do you mean by mistress.

I dont want to just kill a few guys. I want to kill them ALL. so if new people take over then fine Ill kill them too.

taking their property and shit might be easier but its not enough. they need to die.

[In case it wasn't already obvious, Alan is not in the sanest state of mind right now.]

[ It is a bit, and kind of what Neil was afraid of. ]

It's not about easy, kid. It's about what'll actually put an end to all of this. There's no way even a handful of people can root out enough of an organization like that all at once to just off them and be done with it, not when there's been people probably trying to do that since long before any of us entered the picture.

You go about this wrong, you're going to cause a hell of a lot more blood to be spilled than theirs.

Just... try to rest, first. Try to come at it with a clear head. You've been through a lot, so before you try to do anything...

[ ...that you or someone else might regret. ]

...just try and make sure you're 100%, yeah?

I know. I know that ok.

but I cant just let them get away with it. they need to pay.

well yeah Im not planning to just jump right into it. its going to take a lot of planning and preparation. thats why Im asking for help.

Yeah.

[....so uh. what's the socially acceptable thing to do now? Offer condolences, right?]

So. Good luck with the whole dead mom and no house thing.

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like i said co fucking signed

i kno digitals a waste of time i spent 2 weeks scouring the internet 4 these assholes and got nothing

theres a blood key whos running double agent 4 the net i think

we could ask him who is boss is

punch the shit outta that guy and work our way up

She adopted me and now I live with her.

[It's nice! Except for the name, she's only been happy here (except for that she still feels really bad for accidentally throwing her mistress and her mate into the pond, and her mistress getting hurt in the process and also very sad and nervous. But there's not much that she can do except for trying to do nice things for her.

Like finding her more friends, maybe this person can be a friend to her too =D )

and heading where? did you find somewhere to stay?

yeah that seems like a good place to start. even if it doesnt get us useful info its not like the blood keys dont deserve some beating too.

well someone called Floweregg offered me a couch but Im pretty sure shes a dog so idk if thats actually legit.

[Wow. Wowowowowowowow.]

thanks. I guess.

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