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I wouldn't do this if I wasn't desperate but... but I really am right now.

I need a job. I've been looking all over for months but as soon as anybody sees my tattoo, they laugh in my face. I don't need anything special, really, and I don't have too many great skills but I'm willing to learn just about anything!

I-It's just that... I can't keep stayin' with Isaac and Miria forever. A-and someone offered me a place, but I can't do anything if I don't get some kind of job so I can pay rent first, right? And... I'm gonna have to start paying for school by myself. Since my parents won't fill out the forms for financial aid and everything...

I-I really need a job guys. Any kinda leads would be helpful I'm so sorry I'm askin'--But I really need your help.

[HE GOT SO CLOSE TO A WHOLE POST WITHOUT CRYING but now he's sniffling. So this is a great place to hang up.]

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We.... We'll try!

And if we do, they'll be happy tears!

Happy because of how glad we are that you're our friend!

[No don't because now he's getting emotional guys stop.]

I-I don't know what I do without you guys... [No Jacuzzi no crying.]

[Uh oh more emotions ahead]

I... I don't...

...know what we'd do...

...without you either!

[And they really don't. Jacuzzi has improved their lives so much. His very presence saved them from the poisonous influence of Mrs. Harvent and his never ending compliments he seems to give them has made them feel... better about themselves. Like they can do anything. It's an incredible feeling.]

[He sniffs once. Tries hard to hold it in.

And then he's bawling all over them.]

[They are always willing to have a cry hug with Jacuzzi. It happens so frequently too.]

D-don't worry buddy....

W-we'll always be together in our hearts!

[Yes, that's how this works.]

... I'm really not moving that far away.

Then you can be in our hearts near and far!

It's a win-win!

... You guys are gonna be okay, though, right?

[They step back a little, giving Jacuzzi bright grins as they grasp his shoulders.]

We promise...

That we'll be just fine!

[He sniffs. Wipes his eyes on his sleeve. He's going to miss being around them a lot but they're back together so it'll be okay.]

T-thank you... for everything...

Its us who should be thanking you!

You've just... [He falters for a second, sniffing himself, but Miria picks up the slack.]

You've always made everything better!

[He doesn't know how to put any of his feelings into words... He shakes his head.]

... I never had a family before you guys, not really. I-I think...

I think after staying here I'm a lot better so... You guys did a lot for me.

[They grip him a little tighter, still fully of wet smiles.]

I think... we did a lot for each other.

And we wouldn't trade a single moment of it for anything!

[He shakes his head.] I-I wouldn't, either.

Then we'll be best friends until the end of time!

The end of time!

[He sniffs, and rubs his eyes again and then--

Shit he should probably tell them. He still doesn't look up.]

... I invited Nice to meet you guys.

[Hey, guess who got EVEN MORE EXCITED THAN USUAL.]

Fantastic!

We better get more groceries for her visit!

Like some chips or snacks and stuff!

I invited her tomorrow. [IT WAS SPUR OF THE MOMENT??? SORRY GUYS.]

[They are totally unfazed.]

Then we better be sure to be ready!

Anything you think she'd like?

[That sudden, terrible moment.]

... I-I don't know. I don't--I never asked?!

[Uh oh, he's nervous. And probably thinks something is his fault. They can probably distract him...]

Oh, I see! Too enamored by her to focus!

That's perfectly normal! All relationships are like that!

[Yes clearly this is a perfect distraction with no flaws and will not cause Jacuzzi distress.]

I-I already said it's not like that! D-don't say something like that to her--what if she decides never to talk to me again?! Or if she gets the wrong idea?!

[Read: you're embarrassing him.]

Don't worry buddy!

We promise we won't say anything of the sort!

Please, I mean it... I don't want to scare her.

We promise buddy!

We'll welcome her with open arms!

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