Anthony (
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savetheearth2014-04-23 09:49 pm
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Entry tags:
- !open,
- #network,
- bbc's merlin: merlin,
- doctor who: the doctor,
- eternal darkness: anthony,
- evangelion: misato katsuragi,
- grimm: nick burkhardt,
- gundam 00: tieria erde,
- homestuck: roxy lalonde,
- jjba: josuke higashikata,
- original: alexander varista,
- original: reilanin bainbridge,
- original: sandrath,
- otomedius: kokoro belmont,
- rwby: ruby rose,
- suite precure: kanade minamino,
- the elder scrolls: master neloth,
- tiger and bunny: kotetsu t. kaburagi,
- touhou project: marisa kirisame
Twenty-Sixth Message [Video | Sheet of Paper]
Excuse me -- excuse me.
[It opens with voice for once, hasty and dry, but with actual words bringing the connection in.]
I'm sorry -- I don't...
[Starts over. Coughs. A moan solidifies into an "uhmmm". Tapers off and presses out through Anthony's nose.
Takes a breath to stall, gets the message together, and... speaks up again. Actually steadily - halting but articulate.]
...This is Anthony. Janvier, and I -- just -- thought I would say, um. In case, that -- I've been hallucinating, since -- fall. I think. And it -- uhh. ...Something happened last week - 'mmh not sure what's - happening. ...Exactly, but I.
[And that's where the organization of his train of thought ends.]
In case it -- might be interesting -- to someone.
[He'll put the fact that he's legitimately scared at where this might be going out of his head as far as possible in favor of what he's just said - it might be interesting to someone! There was that suggestion before that it could be due to his brain deteriorating, on one hand, and on the other, there'd been the boy who'd brought up "monsters" going insane, and the psychologist a while before, had touched on the idea of "treating" what had sounded to be that sort of thing.]
[It opens with voice for once, hasty and dry, but with actual words bringing the connection in.]
I'm sorry -- I don't...
[Starts over. Coughs. A moan solidifies into an "uhmmm". Tapers off and presses out through Anthony's nose.
Takes a breath to stall, gets the message together, and... speaks up again. Actually steadily - halting but articulate.]
...This is Anthony. Janvier, and I -- just -- thought I would say, um. In case, that -- I've been hallucinating, since -- fall. I think. And it -- uhh. ...Something happened last week - 'mmh not sure what's - happening. ...Exactly, but I.
[And that's where the organization of his train of thought ends.]
In case it -- might be interesting -- to someone.
[He'll put the fact that he's legitimately scared at where this might be going out of his head as far as possible in favor of what he's just said - it might be interesting to someone! There was that suggestion before that it could be due to his brain deteriorating, on one hand, and on the other, there'd been the boy who'd brought up "monsters" going insane, and the psychologist a while before, had touched on the idea of "treating" what had sounded to be that sort of thing.]
Video;
Oh, it -- isn't rude - ! [Voice a little lighter, shakes his head.] - Honestly...!
[Another cough. Mouth twitches into something which might be recognizable as a sheepish smile.] I'm sorry, uhm. Did I... seem...? [Offended?]
Video;
No, you don't but I did say something offensive so it falls on me to apologize.
If you don't mind me asking, how are you getting by? Your situation must be quite difficult considering you won't be able to go outside without alarming anyone.
Video;
The rug's pulled out from under him with the question, though. It's not one with much of a concise answer, on the scale he's jumping to. Tone's faltering - slips up from a low point into a thin bid at earnestness.]
...It's -- ...It isn't - difficult, er - actually... I'm - I'm... -- used to staying inside.
[The bid's thin because he's unsure if it's really an answer to the question; it's still honest - he's much better off now than he was when he first tried quote-unquote getting by as he is.]
Video;
Must be boring being copped up inside all the time though? Do you have company to get you through it?
Video;
I don't live alone. And I -- use the network - often...
I-i-it's fine.
Video;
Oh, that's good then. Are you in one of the safehouses?
Do you like puzzles? I have some that I've solved for quite some time. If you don't mind, I could send them to you.
Video;
Thinks his way back into place, gets his mind loosened. A much smaller and potentially less-worrisome head-shake.] Not er-exactly, uhh - some - someone -- else's apartment.
Do - I er - you don't have - [Pickup's faster and "brighter".] You don't have to! Umm - but er. I - [Coughs, face twitches.] - appreciate the thought. -- Really; I'm, uhmm.
I've been - ...used to it - erm.
[Not the most reassuring way of saying that he's been doing as fine as he imagines he really can be!]
Video;
Oh, it's good then. [ He smiles, somewhat relieved that the zombie isn't without care or help.
He chuckles and waves a nonchalant hand at that response. ]
I simply think it would be nice to have something to occupy yourself with. If you don't want it, that's fine.