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Okay so I think I found everything I guess I need to know by looking around, but 2 things: I am pretty sure I didn't retain like ANY OF THAT (bcuz a lot of it was nonsense btw) and... like basically I don't think anyone can convince me for like even a second that I haven't just actually gone off the deep end w/ this one.

I just spent 20 minutes navigating a page of my dayplanner and all you're all talking about is just completely crazy shit, so I'm just pretty sure my brain snapped.

At first I was like, "did I accidentally join a cult?" But now I'm like "I'm using the internet (or something) in a FUCKING DAY PLANNER"... isn't anyone else worried for their sanity, if this is even happening???

My wrist is cramping but any input would be greatly appreciated, probable fictions of my imagination.

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Jesus christ. That wasn't even me trying to be patronizing. Just thinking out loud. I'm not actually trying to call you an idiot, believe me. I mean, if you want to stick with the insane theory here, then i'm not gonna stop you. But honestly, i'd prefer to not think i've lost my mind.

Kind of like thinking i'm sane.

Though i'll give you the dream theory. Makes for a fucking crazy dream.

[Louis clams up with embarrassment for a moment, his ears going hot as his thumbs hover uncertainly over his keypad. He bites his lip and tries to calm himself down, cuz he's snapping at people over things he's basically imagining. Lucca hasn't even been the first, in fact!]

sry, I think I'm being kind of irrational. I misunderstood ur tone

also yea lol let's hope, I don't think I'm really equipped to deal w/ this kind of thing

[but is that a surprise to anyone? Oops.]

[ Lucca is pretty much unfazed - he's been yelled at by worse. Granted, he's mostly trying to tell himself that he is; he's not really out to piss off anyone on the mysterious number network. Not when he's trying to convince himself he hasn't lost it. ]

Its fine. Think things like are a good cause for being irrational.

You talk to anyone else who sounds even remotely sane yet? Because this whole... deja vu numbers bullshit still probably won't make anymore sense when I wake up in the morning, even if we try and yell about it. Be like a bad hangover.

I mean, u don't sound all that crazy. I talked 2 sum1 named Dirk who also seemed like, smart and nice and possibly not crazy. also this lady named Belle was rly nice and like, linked me to the effing FAQ I overlooked bc I'm a spaz

but yea I'm not looking forward 2 trying 2 confront this tmrw like how the fuck am I supposed to even focus on schoolwork after this

Definitely more people than I would've imagined.

[ he needs to go count the people who he's willing to talk to again, jfc. ]

And how're you supposed to do it if the place doesn't even go away? I mean, I know i'm gonna want to be checking to see if it's around every other second just to see if it's gone yet. Think this thing is supposed to get stuck in our head.

god I hadn't even thought about it that way. jfc I'm gonna just start obsessing about this shit I know it

Maybe we'll get lucky and it'll disappear. No offense.

none taken?? should I be offended

I feel like I'm getting offended at things I shouldn't and not offended at things I should rn...

Idk, I wouldn't take offense to that one either. But that's after a little too long of considering whether or not i'm your hallucination and maybe I really have forgotten what I should be getting pissed about.

Can't even act like this is some well thought out practical joke. Little too fucking good for that.

omg agggh

also yeah no kidding, if the little social network/numbers thing wasn't any indication. this is such bs, I'd rather not get involved. and we have 2 keep it a secret too?? fucks sake

Think there's people who know about it that don't use it?

omg... maybe?? like ppl who use fb but just like read and don't participate, doesn't seem 2 hard 2 believe

but I can't imagine resisting the temptation 2 like, reach out 2 other ppl who are going thru this shit. it's hard 2 imagine being that ok w/ this

Always some asshole who's gonna think he's better at dealing with it than you are. Like some psych test, waiting for you to act like you've lost your shit just so you did it first.

Or maybe everyone is finally in the same boat.

I guess I hadn't rly thought about that...

lmao same boat? I guess, like, we're all in the same shitty situation but obviously some ppl are going to be better at coping with it than others

Could always stick with the idea that you're one of the ones coping with it better than everyone else?

Fake it till you make it bs

i can't even fcking pretend 2 b one of those ppl

lmao fake it 2 make it never worked for me, so I take lorazepam instead

Never hear any complaints about that one.

yeah well it's pretty alright I guess.......

You guess? [ cracking uuuppp. ]

wait maybe we're not on the same page

did u mean complaints about taking lorazepam cuz that's what I thought u meant

I've got no complaints about that one.

ok so wtf are u talkin about?!

Nothin i'd say outloud.

yea ok genius then good thing we're corresponding via txt

ur just jerking me around at this point

Any idea how safe this network is?

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