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Okay so I think I found everything I guess I need to know by looking around, but 2 things: I am pretty sure I didn't retain like ANY OF THAT (bcuz a lot of it was nonsense btw) and... like basically I don't think anyone can convince me for like even a second that I haven't just actually gone off the deep end w/ this one.

I just spent 20 minutes navigating a page of my dayplanner and all you're all talking about is just completely crazy shit, so I'm just pretty sure my brain snapped.

At first I was like, "did I accidentally join a cult?" But now I'm like "I'm using the internet (or something) in a FUCKING DAY PLANNER"... isn't anyone else worried for their sanity, if this is even happening???

My wrist is cramping but any input would be greatly appreciated, probable fictions of my imagination.

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I take it he isn't normally so crass?

I'm in a similar boat. One of my friends is also involved in this whole mess, and I'm simultaneously relieved and distressed by that fact.

well I wouldn't say that exactly lol but he's usually nicer 2 me specifically anyway

oh, wow... I guess it's not that uncommon then. sry 2 hear it. but misery rly does love company... I think anyone who disagrees is probably lying 2 themselves lol

Misunderstandings like that seem to happen when you don't know who you're talking to.

Seems so. I think I'll ask around, see what I can uncover about who typically gains access to this network. Perhaps there's a discernible pattern. Either way, I guess if anything big goes down our friends already know what's up. Well, at least one of them. I wouldn't want to be the one to try to explain all this alien nonsense to someone who isn't familiar with the network, or any of this shit.

ya I guess I couldn't blame u 4 feeling that way it's a lot 2 explain. personally tho I wouldn't mind finding out more so I could help ppl out, or at least give them the FAQ and stuff....

Well, I was more so meaning during a possible crisis. Probably involving said aliens. There'd be one less person you'd have to explain things to during a critical time, and one less person unprepared. I don't mind helping anyone who gains access to this network.

oh man..... I hadn't thought about that at all

how fucking stressful

[Meanwhile, back at home, Louis is withering kind of pathetically on his bed, cradling his phone as he lays on his side and lifts his knees to his chest, feeling his heart race under the pressure of what's to possibly come. He wonders if he'll survive any eventual disaster, but knows that he's getting carried away.

Deeeep breaths.]

I think I'm probably the worst candidate on the planet for this shit, I don't understand why this is happenign to me lol

[Ranting to a stranger? Kind of embarrassing. But Louis is feeling fragile and impulsive.]

Yeah.

[Dirk is in his room himself, though at his desk. He's been pretty stressed out with the news of all of this, but he's far less inclined to actually show it. Besides, that friend he mentioned is near by, and he hardly needs to stress him out even more by being emotional or anything.]

I can't say I'm much better. I'm just a student, I have no abilities to handle things like aliens. Quite frankly, I think whoever is in charge of this whole thing has made a huge mistake involving me.

idk like apparently some ppl have powers or something? maybe u used to. maybe I did too? I don't think I ttly understand it tbh

but like...... my personality sux 4 this, I can't imagine dealing w/ it

I can't really see myself gaining any powers. Other people may be the real life equivalent to a magical girl, but I really don't see myself filling that role.

[LITTLE DOES HE KNOW...]

Maybe with a little more exposure you'll adapt. Everything's overwhelming as dick right now, so maybe it'll be a little bit easier as it all becomes a bit more familiar. That's my theory, at least.

[wtf is a magical girl. Louis discards the thought almost immediately, though.]

god, maybe.

ur probably right

[Louis sighs, feeling his muscles untense a little bit.]

I mean, this is probably hard for like every1 at first, right? who the fuck could shrug this off

[Sorry Louis, the anime is strong with this one.]

I'd be worried if someone found this easy to handle at first. If anything, I think this just confirms that we're sane.

ahaha lol idk about THAT but maybe it at least means we're less crazy than other ppl?

that'd be a nice change of pace 4 me honestly

So, I take it you're usually crazier than most people then?

in a really underwhelming and unsexy way, yea

I didn't realize there was a "sexy" way to be crazy. Can't say they're terms I'd normally pair together.

well I just mean like there's hollywood crazy and then uninteresting kind of sad normal crazy, u know what I mean?

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