Yes, it has been. But I've never felt like the path I've been presented with conflicted with where I want my life to go. I could happily accept the dangers of the numbers club, but this...I could never bring myself to finding a positive side to losing you.

[Kaworu you've been dating this boy for like two months and you're sixteen years old. If you didn't happen to be, well, Kaworu Nagisa reincarnated, this would be completely, utterly ridiculous.]