(10) vague wonderings

[dorkytracksuit]

i was wondering... is anyone on here religious? or i dunno "spiritual" i guess?

i've been thinking a lot about souls lately. like, can souls be connected to other people across lifetimes? can past life actions effect current outcomes? i know at least from a christian standpoint, that's not true. souls are supposed to be eternal yeah, but not getting reborn all the time! then there's some people who say we don't even really have "souls" at all. i used to believe in souls, but souls should be made by god, but if.. if past lives are real, and if your past life was less than human does that mean you don't have a soul? or does the "alien threat" we're facing right now somehow prove if god exists then he's not all powerful? or was this all part of some ultimate powers plan from the very start???

i know it doesn't matter to a lot of people, but it's just something that's been going through my mind.

were we always just here to save a spot for someone else, to host the people we remember? i don't want to think of it like that, but there's no other way i can conceive of it.

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if we leave the city, we forget, sometimes people here forget, for no reason we can discern. i think that we should try and figure out this reason. there are some people here, i think, especially the younger people here, that shouldn't have to be put through something like this. i think, maybe if there was a way we could make it a choice.. that would be better.

i'm not a scientist i can't begin to think of how to figure out why people forget and why they don't, but if someone had an idea, i would try to help however i could so, let me know i guess.

video, shitty notebook webcam

[stealinghats]

[Victor is sitting in his room looking none too impressed. He's also looking a little different from the last time anyone saw him—despite the poor quality of video, his eyes are very red, and his skin is deathly pale. Practically grey. It blends in weirdly with his bleached hair.

There are shadows flapping around above him. Three guesses as to what they are.]

Greetings and salutations, my fair numberly friends. It appears that I just can't leave you all for very long, sadly. I was quite enjoying having my apartment to myself again.

If anyone would like to fill me in on what's been going on, it would be much appreciated. You can skip the part about the water. Thank god the fabric store is so dead on Wednesday nights, I doubt there's much I could say to explain suddenly turning goth and laughing like a maniac.

... Ah, speaking of— Julia, she seems to have forgotten around the same time I did. I can't say for sure if she'll remain oblivious, but if anyone was wondering what happened to her, well. Now you know.