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[Whether this is a moment of weakness or resolve injecting itself into his previous telling himself that this would by necessity come forward in the future isn't a thing he cares to interpret. In either case, it's not unprompted, and he's willed himself and put in some effort to hold that abnormality binds everyone together as the point to take away from it. It's the core of this and from there, it's a thing to be shared.
He doesn't sound unnerved - more distinctly glum.]
...Hello... everyone.
This is Anthony Janvier.
I - should've been... open... about - this, sooner. ...I was at the mine... but if anyone - hasn't seen yet... this is the - ...This is what I was "alarmed" by... when I sent the last text message.
[He considers adding in a request to take it calmly, but not everyone hasn't - after the message everyone he'd known had expected something; Colette hadn't, and she'd acted as if she hadn't noticed.
He goes for a sheet of paper he keeps close by with his number on it. His voice does go a tad tense here.]
Here I am.
[When the visual comes on, Anthony's got his hands clasped vertically together, looking at some spot below the paper, and then awkwardly up to it. He is taking a breath. For those who haven't seen yet, his look is in short deathly - necrotic, more candidly. Gray skin, faded and dry hair and eyes. Bat bites from the mine fight are only halfway healed on his face.]
Is it working...? [Little vocal crack there. He's wincing a little, but brings his tone smoother again, if not neatly. He's half-rehearsed this.]
If anyone's. Er - concerned... it's - not as bad as it looks... I'm getting used to it. ...And also I have a -- higher tolerance for pain now.
I do -- know -- what it looks like... -- I just thought that it should be something known - sooner or later. ...It could change, more extremely. [Rather not put it as "get worse" for now.] The way it does for most of the rest of us. There - shouldn't - be any point in hiding from each other. ...Should there?
Again, please - no one has to worry -- about me. I mean. ...I'm taken care of, more than enough. ...Thank you. [Small bow of the head, and ends.]
He doesn't sound unnerved - more distinctly glum.]
...Hello... everyone.
This is Anthony Janvier.
I - should've been... open... about - this, sooner. ...I was at the mine... but if anyone - hasn't seen yet... this is the - ...This is what I was "alarmed" by... when I sent the last text message.
[He considers adding in a request to take it calmly, but not everyone hasn't - after the message everyone he'd known had expected something; Colette hadn't, and she'd acted as if she hadn't noticed.
He goes for a sheet of paper he keeps close by with his number on it. His voice does go a tad tense here.]
Here I am.
[When the visual comes on, Anthony's got his hands clasped vertically together, looking at some spot below the paper, and then awkwardly up to it. He is taking a breath. For those who haven't seen yet, his look is in short deathly - necrotic, more candidly. Gray skin, faded and dry hair and eyes. Bat bites from the mine fight are only halfway healed on his face.]
Is it working...? [Little vocal crack there. He's wincing a little, but brings his tone smoother again, if not neatly. He's half-rehearsed this.]
If anyone's. Er - concerned... it's - not as bad as it looks... I'm getting used to it. ...And also I have a -- higher tolerance for pain now.
I do -- know -- what it looks like... -- I just thought that it should be something known - sooner or later. ...It could change, more extremely. [Rather not put it as "get worse" for now.] The way it does for most of the rest of us. There - shouldn't - be any point in hiding from each other. ...Should there?
Again, please - no one has to worry -- about me. I mean. ...I'm taken care of, more than enough. ...Thank you. [Small bow of the head, and ends.]