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Twenty-Ninth Message [Video | Sheet of Paper]
[Anthony's barely in the frame when the feed comes on. His voice is low and restrained, as are his syllables. (Restrained, anyhoo, clipped.)
Starts by apologetically rattling in a breath.]
It's -- been more than a - month; I thought I would mention - ...
[Partly for himself, admittedly. He's not the only one who has and would have missed at least one of these people.
Briefly brings his voice up vibrating in a little more focus:] Excuse me - I'm sorry, don't. Mind the noise.
[There is no noise. Alas, he continues.]
Alex -- ...Varista and Ms. Bainbridge from the library aren't. -- On the network. Anymore. Their -- numbers still won't work.
There aren't -- really any... Many of us who - were always around, either. Anymore. Uhmm -- are there...
And it's -- been more than a year. Since I. Erhmm. [Half a throat-clearing.] -- Left home.
[The sounds go increasingly padded - he isn't going to go feeling back for those ends to tie them together. He simply wound up slipping on the most immediate bit of stupidly wistful sentimentality and letting himself amble over the others.]
Starts by apologetically rattling in a breath.]
It's -- been more than a - month; I thought I would mention - ...
[Partly for himself, admittedly. He's not the only one who has and would have missed at least one of these people.
Briefly brings his voice up vibrating in a little more focus:] Excuse me - I'm sorry, don't. Mind the noise.
[There is no noise. Alas, he continues.]
Alex -- ...Varista and Ms. Bainbridge from the library aren't. -- On the network. Anymore. Their -- numbers still won't work.
There aren't -- really any... Many of us who - were always around, either. Anymore. Uhmm -- are there...
And it's -- been more than a year. Since I. Erhmm. [Half a throat-clearing.] -- Left home.
[The sounds go increasingly padded - he isn't going to go feeling back for those ends to tie them together. He simply wound up slipping on the most immediate bit of stupidly wistful sentimentality and letting himself amble over the others.]
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[Katie will admit. As much as she does want to forget, there was a part of her that didn't either. How odd]
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His brow pulls scrunched in a mild wince, it still feels much more awkward than it should pointing anything out here...]
Uhm -- if you're there, err - could you --
Would it be okay if I could. Hear -- you -- ? [Scratches and breaks off high. Twitches a hand up to his eye sockets.] I don't have, uhmm.
[Didn't work in an "I'm sorry, I'm sorry" verbally in that one, but it's shakin' up his tone in lieu of an opening.]
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Is this you wante-
[...Oh. Hope you don't mind Katie just starting at you. ....And staring some more.]
...Whoa, that's some....
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The bit of wincing holds, but on her stop it flicks from "smite me, please" to "deer, meet flashlight". He can infer what it could very well be, but the staring itself's lost on him for the same reason that the text was.
Shallow:] -- uhh, I'm sorry, is uh -
[He clumsily pushes himself to lean away a little bit, whether to move out of the way or to tend to anything he's not seeing that might warrant it, whatever the issue actually is.] -- Is there... something -- I'm not doing...?
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The young girl had a habit of being rather blunt for her own good and this was definitely not one of those times. With a sigh, she said this instead.]
No but it doesn't help that your eyes are weird.
[Yup, blunt as ever]
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I'm -- [Resignedly hoarsens.] -- sorry if it. -- 'Ss distracting, I can't - do... anything... about it.
-- Not now. I um. I mean... [He's talking insofar as, say getting glass eyes (which is what Angeline had said she would do for him, not that he'd taken it as a point to be hung on now - count one more person who he's missing). And who knows if that's ever going to change.]
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It's not your fault, if anything, you should be blaming whatever's been going on here! You don't need to apologize for something you didn't do!
[He was rather submissive wasn't he?]
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-- If I am handling it badly; it's not, uhm - fair to everyone else -- er.
If I'm bothering you I can - ...I can move offscreen.
[He himself is mumbling more o' less the whole way through at a cowed semi-monotone. "Submissive" would be right.]
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No, you're not. You should try to say stuff that doesn't involve mumbling! Like talk louder, I can't even hear you that well!
[But Katie was never good with people either]
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[At this point, the young girl wasn't sure how to approach this fellow. For a huge age difference, she felt like she was the older one. However, she shifted her attention elsewhere]
But anyway, like I said, that's just how it is. Sometimes people come and go on this network. It sucks but...what can you?
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Swallows. Turns his head aside a bit, as a tic.] I -- suppose...
[And breathes. It is audibly a conscious action.] Umm. ...How long have you -- ...had - had your numbers -- if um. I may - ask...?
[Creeps to a non-verbally apologetic end - just out of curiosity, in the moment!]
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[sigh]
2 months now but I keep hearing so many people not answering to them anymore on the network. It's starting to sound like it's becoming more frequent.
[She will admit, if she were ever to let go of this network, she would be much happier. But at the same time, there was a hint of sadness to her.]