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I wouldn't do this if I wasn't desperate but... but I really am right now.

I need a job. I've been looking all over for months but as soon as anybody sees my tattoo, they laugh in my face. I don't need anything special, really, and I don't have too many great skills but I'm willing to learn just about anything!

I-It's just that... I can't keep stayin' with Isaac and Miria forever. A-and someone offered me a place, but I can't do anything if I don't get some kind of job so I can pay rent first, right? And... I'm gonna have to start paying for school by myself. Since my parents won't fill out the forms for financial aid and everything...

I-I really need a job guys. Any kinda leads would be helpful I'm so sorry I'm askin'--But I really need your help.

[HE GOT SO CLOSE TO A WHOLE POST WITHOUT CRYING but now he's sniffling. So this is a great place to hang up.]

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...You can't?

Why not?

[Guys, no.]

[The art here is not saying exactly what he admitted to Nice.]

Y-you guys need a room again. I'm just taking up a lot of space.

And--And Nice thought it might be a good idea to look at apartments, too...

You're not taking up space at all!

We're always happy to have you- Did you say Nice?

Did you say "Did he say Nice"?

Y-yeah. Nice. [Oh god. Is he in trouble?]

You're talking to Nice?

THAT'S GREAT!

SHE SEEMED SUPER CHARMING!

I HAVE HEARD THROUGH ISAAC AND INFERRED FROM YOU THAT SHE'S SUPER CHARMING

She's--she's kind of amazing. She's nice and she's friendly and she's smart and--

I like her a lot, and she asked if I'd be willing to try it so I said okay... [BECAUSE YOU GUYS DON'T HAVE A BEDROOM.]

[LE GASP.]

Are... are you guys dating?

[They sound really really excited about that possibility.]

Huh? N-no! I don't think--

She doesn't see me like that, guys!

[Yes she does Jacuzzi shut up you're blind.]

Don't say that!

If we can get back together despite my-

Our.

Oh, don't say that...

[There's like a minute of dorky "no, it's my fault" talk here.]

Anyway! If we can meet each other, and get back together, there's no way you and Nice can't be happy together!

That's not what I mean! She's--we just met and--[And she's better than him and she's smarter than him and she's responsible and together and they're certainly not dating at the moment and she asked to move in together and you wouldn't do that with someone you see romantically, would you?

... Would you?

He said yes and he certainly does. And his face is starting to get redder...]

We're just friends right now.

There's nothing wrong with that either!

After all, you're our best friend in the whole world and that's just great!

[It'd be pretty weird otherwise.]

But regardless of what happens, we're rooting for you guys!

[Oh god thank god this isn't video he is so embarrassed.]

P-please don't talk to Nice like this guys, she might get the wrong idea...

Oh, are we allowed to talk to her now?

[Oh.

Oh fuck he never--

He meant to, but everything was just going wrong--]

I-I'm so sorry, I should never've asked you not to talk to her in the first place. I was just scared...

No, it's fine! We...

...understand being worried about hurting people you care about.

Besides, it sounds like you two have gotten along great!

And that makes everything better!

She's really amazing...

[You've said.]

Maybe--maybe I can invite her over sometime.

That would be great!

We'd be happy to have her over any time!

And, um.

You're always welcome back too, buddy.

... We don't really have a place yet. Especially since I don't have a job or anything... S-so I can't leave yet...

I kinda didn't want to bring it up. I don't want you guys to be upset...

Oh, great!

Well, not great, but... We like having you around!

But if you want to room with Nice, we won't be upset!

...Kinda sad, but not upset!

It's not you guys! You've been great to me! I--You guys are like family, except you actually care.

But you don't have a bedroom and there's not a lot I can do around here and you're worried about making ends meet...

A-and you're like family that actually cares too...

But...

[And there's a moment where both of them don't know what to say because a lot of that is true...]

But you don't have to go...

It's not like I'm moving really far away. I'll probably come back to visit all the time... [But with things the way they were, he wasn't happy...

And even if they're back he's afraid that he's going to mess everything up again and...]

... And I really want to give living with Nice a shot. I really like her...

Oh...

We understand...

I think that living with Nice would be great!

Me too!

And, um. We're always happy to have you over.

So we'd love for you to come over o-often!

All the time, I promise. So please don't be sad, guys. Please?

W-we won't be!

A-as long as you're happy, we'll be happy!

Until the end of time!

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