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hatter ([personal profile] infuser) wrote in [community profile] savetheearth2014-04-06 07:06 pm

two. video.

[ the lights are dimmed significantly in the building he's in, save for some overhead ones nearby, but it's not too important in terms of his footage. hatter is leaning down on a countertop, arms crossed, looking not-quite-stern but perhaps rather unhappy. this time, he has a hat atop his head which is hardly situated at a jaunty angle, and every few seconds he fusses with it, moving it a touch in one direction and then another. ]

So, for curiosity's sake and my own... insatiable need to hear opinions other than my own- [ that would be mild sarcasm. ] - what's the first step after you discover you're hardly who you believe yourself to be. Do you tell your friends, random people on the street you bump into? Keep it to yourself and hope for the best?

Do you paint your house a different color to match your newfound personality? Perhaps a new wardrobe- something with paisley and far too much plaid.

I'd like to know what it was you first did when you found out you weren't who your birth certificate claims you to be. And i'm not talking about the shock and awe - that's awfully boring. I mean what did you do after that.

Because i'm sure there's more than a few variables out there that I could use to my advantage. I'd love to hear my options as.. as you can see, my new wardrobe- [ he gives a small nod, his hat sliding down a touch ] -seems to be purely unavoidable instead of a lifestyle choice. One can never be too fashionable when changing who they are on the inside.
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[personal profile] elegantsoldier 2014-04-06 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Training to improve my abilities to the best of my ability, there is no choice but to embrace who I truly am and what my duty is.
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[personal profile] elegantsoldier 2014-04-07 12:45 am (UTC)(link)
It did, though there are still missing pieces. I was a soldier with a specific duty which entailed leading a particular life in the past, and perhaps in this lifetime as well.
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[personal profile] elegantsoldier 2014-04-08 09:48 pm (UTC)(link)
At the moment it's necessary to combine my past self with the life I'm leading now. It's a luxury, I'm not sure how long I'll be able to do that for.
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[personal profile] elegantsoldier 2014-04-13 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
Not when I know why I'm a soldier, I wouldn't feel right holding onto it to give up my duty.
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[personal profile] elegantsoldier 2014-04-18 09:27 am (UTC)(link)
You don't think most people would be willing to do that?
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[personal profile] elegantsoldier 2014-04-21 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I suppose you're right. I just don't see any reason to preserve mine anymore, not for myself.
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[personal profile] elegantsoldier 2014-04-26 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
You may be right, but I fear it may be too late for me.