"I think it's hard to envision something so incredible until it's happening to you, or the people you care about," Banagher admits, casting a sidelong glance at the sunlight slanting through one of the topmost windows. It was difficult for her so far, even if he doesn't exactly mean to pick up on it.

"Maybe rather than thinking of what you can do right now, when there's so much we don't know... think about what you want to do."