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[gunhearted]

theres somebdoy here from my past
and not just anybdoy somebody i was really close to back then
really really close
shesin most of my memories
alost all fo them
but something terrible happened to her in the things i eremember
and its why i have thet attoo on my face
why he hsd it on his anyway
shes really nice and i dont want her to get hurt
if shes sees that tattoo what if she echoes aobut the other stuff

its really selfish to wish i cuold talk to her right
even though she could echo aful stuff back rihgt?
they coudl actually urt her.
really hurt her

idont know what to do

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[Handwritten]

[gunhearted]

im breathing!

i tod her what happened to her. the other her. shedoesntg et what it's like yet.

[Handwritten]

[gobybessie]

All right. Sorry.

She's taking it well, then?

[charcoalfeather]

Hmm...

I don't know. I mean, the echoes don't really work when you want them to, do they?

[somesayinfire]

I've... performed autopsies on too many friends. I learned the hard way that you can't prevent every tragedy. I'm still working on coming to terms with that. But you have something that I've never had. You know what's coming. So you can be there for her and try to make things easier for her for when it does happen. I think she would appreciate that.

[originaloddcouple]

[Did Jacuzzi just... Yes, he did say that which just makes it so much harder to keep in the tears. Even if they're happy tears for the first time in a while. She just keeps holding on, a wettish smile on her face.]

Y-you don't have to be sorry... And- and even if Isaac and I aren't...

[She trails off for a second before getting back on track.]

You don't ever have to worry about asking us anything. Both of us will do it, no questions asked.

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[publicity]

that's weird??? is chez even a real name?????

[ghostly_heiress]

Was she always hurting in that other life?

[gunhearted]

i dont know if it hurt but i dont thing it was easy for her either.

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[gunhearted]

is jacuzzi?

it doesnt atter does it? that was his nmae

[gunhearted]

Then talk to each other.

[It comes out of his mouth without thinking and he jerks back from Miria because ahaha, oh no now he's stepping on toes again.]

I-I'm sorry I know it's not what you meant I wasn't thinkin'--!

[Handwritten]

[gunhearted]

can yoy take ti seriously if toyu don't get it?

[gunhearted]

Nothing makes sense, and I don't--I don't want to make something bad happen to her.

[ghostly_heiress]

That is quite the problem.

Does she still want to get to know you?

[originaloddcouple]

[It hurts. It hurts so much and it's clear on her face. She trembles a little and her gaze falls to the ground.]

N-no, it's f-f-fine.

Y....you're right I should just...

[Her gaze still focuses on the ground as she tries to keep in the tears. Please, not now. Jacuzzi is the last person who should be hurt by anything that was her fault. The tears would just make him feel even worse.]

[gunhearted]

i dont know and i dont deserve it if she deos

[gunhearted]

I just want you guys to be happy again.

[It's sincere. They both seem pretty miserable.

And even beyond that he does have a selfish wish for Isaac to come back. He misses him. He misses them both being around, he misses them being excited and animated, and he misses them being encouraging.]

[gunhearted]

buts he barely even knwos me. whyw ould she trust me?

[originaloddcouple]

I... know...

[She sniffles a little before shifting slightly. Her expression changes to something a little more determined.]

...I promise we'll talk if we have the opportunity...

[gunhearted]

I-I'm sorry... [Wait that's a selfish sentiment.] T-thank you, Miria.

[somesayinfire]

You said she seems generally nice, right? And you knew each other in your past lives. Those are a couple big ins for you, I think. And besides, you don't seem like an untrustworthy person. I'm a pretty good judge of character like that.

[charcoalfeather]

[Positivity wasn't an easy thing to have at the moment, was it?]

It... you wont. Nothing bad will happen.

[Obviously something will, but she refuses to say that.]

[gunhearted]

But you don't know me at all i could be a terrible person

i am a terrible person

[somesayinfire]

Actual terrible people aren't usually that concerned with whether or not they're terrible people. You're just proving my point. ;)

[originaloddcouple]

It... It's nothing.

[And she moves to wrap him in another hug.]

[gunhearted]

[He just feels awful now. He can't believe he was mean to Miria.]