He stops just outside the nurses room, someone is in there, he can hear them shuffling but he stops because there's that damn dropping sensation again.

Pausing, his hand grips on Akira's shoulder before he finally takes a stuttering breath and chuckles a little. No fucking way.

"Hey let me see your eyes real quick." He says, shifting so he's in front of him and already moving some of Akira's bangs to the side to see his eyes. This is pretty forward even for him but he has to check.