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[moralizes]

I'm honestly not sure if this is a pulse or I'm going crazy. Maybe both since I haven't slept in days haha

I'm also not sure which I'm hoping for.

But something keeps talking to me and it seems to want to kill me, it's been about a month now, maybe longer. This is a longshot but any chance someone has come up with a way to get something like this under control, if it is a pulse, that is? Or has anyone else had this happen? Suddenly hearing voices that is probably not related to legitimate schizophrenia, I mean.

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[mood2wiingiing]

mine is more like voices in agony screaming a lot of the time so not quite the same but
no way two turn them off that ive noticed.

[moralizes]

It's still strange and unsettling voices, close enough

have you... managed to deal with it somehow?

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[icy_heavens]

[... Okay, he doesn't really like you, but you're from the same past thing and everything.]

Getting a Voice isn't really unheard of here, no.

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[moralizes]

I thought it might not be, considering how strange things are.

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[icy_heavens]

I have one. But it hasn't said anything about wanting to kill me.

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[moralizes]

Really? Do you mind my asking about it?

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[icy_heavens]

Why would I say anything about it at all if I wasn't okay talking about it? [Duh.]

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[moralizes]

People are contradictory.

So, what does it tend to talk about, then?

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[icy_heavens]

I'm not. [Lies.]

Mostly warns me if I'm in a bad position when I'm fighting. Otherwise, he tries to tell me his name, but it gets drowned out and then he gets mad at me for not hearing it.

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[moralizes]

Sorry, I don't mean to imply you are. It's just better to ask.

That sounds useful, at least. Actually, that reminds me of another one that came up a while ago, I can use some sort of magic now. I imagine that's nothing new to you?

[hustru]

"Seems" to want to kill you?

[moralizes]

Yes, I mean, that's what it's said, but it hasn't followed through. If it even can.

[hustru]

"Voices" or "voice"?

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[icy_heavens]

[Now believe it or not . . .]

I've got what I'm pretty sure is a spell incantation, but it doesn't actually do anything.

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[hollowleg]

someone else that had the same background as us, she heard a voice, too. she lost her pulses, but, I don't think it's uncommon.

except for the wanting to kill you part

[disgeyes]

Even if it is related to the supernatural, it's not a bad idea to see a psychiatrist. They might be able to help you by offering coping methods or even sleep aids.

In any case, strangers on the internet rarely have the best advice.

[moralizes]

'Voice'. There's just one.

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[moralizes]

That's good to hear - Toushirou said he has one too. I'm assuming she was one of the black robed people?

Although, yeah, I kind of figured hearing things might be common enough, but not having them be homicidal.

[moralizes]

I don't think I really need anything like a psychiatrist, it says a lot of terrible things, but they don't really bother me. It's just that it keeps going. It's mostly extremely annoying.

Normally I'd agree, but the strangers here have similar experience and strange powers, so.

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[moralizes]

Really? That's strange. Any idea why? Mine doesn't do much, but it's something, at least.

[hustru]

Authorative?

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[icy_heavens]

I dunno. Maybe I just got the words and not the power, or maybe it's not complete, or something. I can't even tell what it's supposed to do from the words. It just doesn't make sense.

What does yours do?

[moralizes]

In what sense? It hasn't exactly said anything useful one way or the other. And I can't tell if what it says about me may have been true of my past-self or not.

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[moralizes]

Huh, strange, but any one of those sounds like a valid enough explanation for it.

Mine is some sort of tornado. Although when I say it doesn't do much, I really mean it. It's gone just as soon as it appears and only manages to blow a few things off my desk.

[hustru]

What does it say about him?