January 02 | Text

[phoenix_temple]

Okay so. Question. For everyone.

I'm kind of freaking out a little bit? Because the other day I really and actually kind of saved my least favorite person in school when she kind of got cut because she sent me on a stupid dare (don't do a stupid dare when you know it's in a bad area. That's common sense, but she is really annoying tbf). But it was with some stupid spell like in old action shows where you had to yell out your attacks and this is decidedly not normal.

I mean it's not violent, so it's okay right? I can help people with it and it's useful right? Except I don't know what the hell I'm going to do with a spell that can make someone unstabbed.

And I am really freaking out because I do not understand what the fuck wind has to do with making people unstabbed.

Healing. The word is healing except that sound so stupid like something from some kind of fantasy movie or comic or game or something omg. But like. What if my mom finds out???

I feel obligated to do something good with it but I don't know what or how I mean come on I'm only 17 and this is a lot of responsibility and I haven't slept in like two days because what if I wake up with wings or gills or I torch my room in my sleep or something.

Comments

[anequal]

then i'll trudge my way over with hot chocolate

[phoenix_temple]

omg anthony chill i am going to be fine i think

not going to stab myself or anything. promise.

[anequal]

[several minutes later]

fine my dad threatened to tie me to the kitchen chair if i dared to step outside

so you better be

1/2

[phoenix_temple]

Your dad's a smart guy.

If I end up deciding to test it, I'll call you, okay? Promise. Won't do anything stupid alone.

[phoenix_temple]

Again. Already did something stupid alone.

[anequal]

i'm holding you to that.

i'm glad you're okay though. what happened?

[phoenix_temple]

I got dared into the bad part of town.

And almost got killed again. Except I didn't, and the person who dared me got stabbed and she used this weird water magic and then I used this weird healing wind magic and nothing makes sense anymore.

[anequal]

who the fuck actually goes through on a dare that would put them in danger

jfc

[phoenix_temple]

Yeah yeah I kind of got the lecture. It wasn't the best idea, but I was sick of her bugging me.

[anequal]

if you got the lecture i won't give another one but

jfc i am REALLY glad you are alive now oh my god

[phoenix_temple]

Thanks I think.

I generally try not to die but sometimes I do stupid things and I am realizing I have a really bad habit of freezing up when I shouldn't.

[anequal]

knowing your flaws is half the battle

maybe someone on the network can help you with that

[phoenix_temple]

I just have no sense of self preservation

im going to die before im 20 at this rate

[She's going into full on panic. she's losing grammar.]

[anequal]

dude you only have like 3 years if you don't fix that up

do it for your mom

are you sure you're going to be ok i can get on skype??

[phoenix_temple]

totally fine. i am totally fine

my mom has a piano lesson in the other room i don't want to interrupt her or anything so.

[anequal]

if you say so

i'm trusting you don't do anything dumb

[phoenix_temple]

please don't trust me with that

my decision making skills are in serious question rn

[anequal]

WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO

[phoenix_temple]

IDK.

IDK ANYMORE.

[anequal]

I DON'T ACTUALLY TRUST YOU I'M STILL READY TO GO OUTSIDE AND MAKE MY WAY OVER TO YOU

JFC

[phoenix_temple]

DON'T GET TIED TO A CHAIR.

JUST DON'T NECESSARILY EXPECT ME TO BE ALIVE ON MONDAY.

[anequal]

JESUS FUCK ANAIS I GOT HIT BY A CAR FOR YOU DON'T BE A DUMBASS

[phoenix_temple]

TBF I DIDN'T ASK YOU TO GET HIT BY A CAR.

MAYBE IT'S LIKE THOSE MOVIES.

MAYBE I ESCAPED DEATH

AND NOW DEATH IS FOLLOWING ME

[anequal]

jfc are you high or something

i'm going to your house open the door in 15

[phoenix_temple]

I HAVEN'T SLEPT IN TWO DAYS ANTHONY