That's what the other me thought as well. Family comes before everything else. He did everything to try to protect them, but he was failing that too and then Son came along and acted like...

[anger too. sad and angry and miserable and then the parts about Yi-Che... he didn't understand why that made the other mad too. and Son's parting words about the other getting his wish..?

he looked at the bottle, feeling like he was ten and he was drowning and had no idea which part was him and which one wasn't... and then he took the bottle and took a small sip.]

I shouldn't get drunk.