[Holy shit how is everything going this wrong this quickly. Everyone is staring and crying and squeaking and they are making SUCH A COMMOTION oh my god someone is going to notice. Jovan is fully aware of it but he can't bring himself to stop making soft sobbing noises either because WHAT THE FUCK HIS ARM IS JUST LAYING THERE ON THE GROUND.
It takes him a few more seconds of soft crying and muttering 'holy shit, oh my god, oh shit,' but he finally manages to stop himself.]
It-it doesn't matter, we just--oh Jesus--
[He kneels down and gingerly picks up the other arm, the one that Angeline wasn't going for. Is it his? He doesn't know. Right now, he doesn't care because either way it's a detached arm and it is gross and horrifying and also potentially going to get all of them killed (double-killed?). He stuffs it into his coat, safely out of view, looking horrified as he does.
(It doesn't help his nausea at all that as he shoves the arm in, he gets a brief echo, a memory of casually tossing around corpse parts like this before.)
It takes him another few moments to get himself under control, after almost launching into dry heaves a few times.]
Let's just go already. No more stops, no--no more delays. The sooner I can get to a bathroom and puke, the better.
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It takes him a few more seconds of soft crying and muttering 'holy shit, oh my god, oh shit,' but he finally manages to stop himself.]
It-it doesn't matter, we just--oh Jesus--
[He kneels down and gingerly picks up the other arm, the one that Angeline wasn't going for. Is it his? He doesn't know. Right now, he doesn't care because either way it's a detached arm and it is gross and horrifying and also potentially going to get all of them killed (double-killed?). He stuffs it into his coat, safely out of view, looking horrified as he does.
(It doesn't help his nausea at all that as he shoves the arm in, he gets a brief echo, a memory of casually tossing around corpse parts like this before.)
It takes him another few moments to get himself under control, after almost launching into dry heaves a few times.]
Let's just go already. No more stops, no--no more delays. The sooner I can get to a bathroom and puke, the better.