[He nods and though it takes him a moment, once he starts talking he doesn't really stop. He apologizes again for letting her get shot, for not getting her to the ER, for not telling her about the numbers, for cheating on his schoolwork when he was a kid. He tells her about the pulses he has and says he was going to make her a necklace and that he's sorry grandkids probably aren't going to happen. He doesn't wish he'd stuck with the Church but he does wish they had more time to spend together and that even as he becomes someone else from the pulses he will always, always love and miss her.
He's crying a little when he finally stops, unable to say anything else]
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He's crying a little when he finally stops, unable to say anything else]