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savetheearth2013-10-07 10:21 pm
peacefulwinter) wrote in savetheearth2013-10-07 10:21 pm
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I messed up. I said something carelessly, and I'm really wishing I hadn't now. I don't know what to do, or if I even can do anything. I'm too scared to try and even apologize, and I feel like a horrible person.
I think I'm finally starting to realize that this isn't some story come to life, where everything can be fixed and our lives are just a little weird sometimes. This is reality. No matter how much I want to help, or fix things, or make things right, I can't always do that. And that's something I've been taking for granted. It really hurts, having to think "is there anything I can do about this?" before I do something.
I... wonder if not-me ever thought about this. If she ever wondered if "being a hero" was really worth it, or if she could actually help anyone, powers or not.
I think I'm finally starting to realize that this isn't some story come to life, where everything can be fixed and our lives are just a little weird sometimes. This is reality. No matter how much I want to help, or fix things, or make things right, I can't always do that. And that's something I've been taking for granted. It really hurts, having to think "is there anything I can do about this?" before I do something.
I... wonder if not-me ever thought about this. If she ever wondered if "being a hero" was really worth it, or if she could actually help anyone, powers or not.