"OW--" He tumbles backwards, landing on his ass with all the elegance of a shotgun. His face contorts in absolute fury for a millisecond before crumbling as Karson quickly covers his nose and checks if it's bleeding.
Spoiler: it is. Not much, but just seeing the bright red spots on his fingers is enough.
He doesn't even realize that she's trying to dial the police or that she's shaking or any sort of terror she might be experiencing because HE JUST FUCKING JUMPED HER. Oh no. Nope, no, nope. He's too busy letting out an embarrassing and incredibly wet SOB. And then another. And another. And then his whole body is wracking in panic, and he can't catch his breath because words are spilling out of his mouth, and all of them are incoherent.
"No, no, fuck, oh god, no, I'm sorry, I-I-I-'m sorry, I'm so sorry, please, no, no, no, oh god, oh man, oh man, oh man, oh god, oh fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, I can't, I'm so stupid, I'm the stupidest thing that ever--" Shallow gasp for breath, "nothing I've ever done is good, and I'll never amount to anything, and I'll die in GANG VIOLENCE, and, and, oh, god god why, oh why god, it's, no, no, I--no, no, please no, no don't" etc.
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Spoiler: it is. Not much, but just seeing the bright red spots on his fingers is enough.
He doesn't even realize that she's trying to dial the police or that she's shaking or any sort of terror she might be experiencing because HE JUST FUCKING JUMPED HER. Oh no. Nope, no, nope. He's too busy letting out an embarrassing and incredibly wet SOB. And then another. And another. And then his whole body is wracking in panic, and he can't catch his breath because words are spilling out of his mouth, and all of them are incoherent.
"No, no, fuck, oh god, no, I'm sorry, I-I-I-'m sorry, I'm so sorry, please, no, no, no, oh god, oh man, oh man, oh man, oh god, oh fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, I can't, I'm so stupid, I'm the stupidest thing that ever--" Shallow gasp for breath, "nothing I've ever done is good, and I'll never amount to anything, and I'll die in GANG VIOLENCE, and, and, oh, god god why, oh why god, it's, no, no, I--no, no, please no, no don't" etc.