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Umi Ryuuzaki / [StE] Marina Santana ([personal profile] dragon_blossom) wrote in [community profile] savetheearth2015-04-07 10:41 pm

Text - DoppelMarina... no longer.

This is Marina Santana. Not the one you've known for a year and a half now, though. The other. A doppelganger, an evil clone, a shoddy piece of the Earth's attempt at defending itself, whatever you might want to call us.

Before you continue reading, fair warning that this is wordy and, if I may be honest, a bit depressing.

I am relieving myself of that name from this point forward. There is already a blue-haired Marina Santana, with a sword, and magic, who is a reincarnation of Umi Ryuuzaki, and there is no need for further confusion. We are two very different people, if I properly qualify for personhood to begin with. While I do the name I've chosen no justice, as courageous as she was, calling myself Umi Ryuuzaki is better than calling myself nothing, so you may all call me Umi from this point forward.

Marina, don't go cutting your hair. I plan on doing so just so that others can tell us apart.
[ Not just that. Much more than that. ] Not too short anyways.

As you may have gathered, I have accepted my otherness. Whatever I am, it is not a person born naturally. There is little that I have any allegiance to, and little reason to change that. Despite that - many of our past selves were not natural in the strictest sense either, and despite my feelings towards a great many people on this planet, I no longer wish to even consider fighting you.

Someone died. I cared about her, despite the fact that she may have cared far less for me. She, and the rest of us around her, were foolish. There are a few things on this green Earth that I do not want to see destroyed, and I plan to fight for those, at least. If I don't seem enthusiastic, that is only natural. I'm not. This seems to be my purpose, though, and if I can find meaning in my life, any at all, by letting this destiny string me along, then my only other choice is to rebel, to rage against it, and destroy myself and others in the process.

I've meandered a bit here, but I wanted to make my intentions and feelings known, publicly, in bare honesty, for the first time in my short life. Make of it what you will; I hardly care if you hate me, and it doesn't mean that I don't hate some of you either, but I'd like everyone to know where I stand now, to facilitate future cooperation. Thank you for your time. Thank you.
alilyinthemoonslight: (Mirage - 015)

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[personal profile] alilyinthemoonslight 2015-04-08 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
She would have hung us both out to dry. All of us, if that gained her the upper hand. I kinda realize that now.

Hn. Seems kinda weird when you think about it. My other'd be the wordy one, here.
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[personal profile] alilyinthemoonslight 2015-04-08 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
...guess I can't really relate, then. Winter Summer hasn't ever SCARED me.

[She just worships the ground she walks on.]

But... I can sort of relate, at the same time. Jasmine... Even when I knew she was self serving, or talking a bunch of bullshit...

I couldn't deny her. Maybe somewhere, I was a bit scared too. Knowing just how powerful she was, and what might happen if she turned that on any of us.
alilyinthemoonslight: (Mirage - 014)

[personal profile] alilyinthemoonslight 2015-04-08 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
It would have, but...

We don't have to worry about either of those, now. Right? I can't, couldn't be that sickeningly happy, fluffy sponge of a person Lily Tsukuyomi is, but... I can think, can't I? I can feel things.
[Even her tactless ass is smart enough to leave off the fact, "I have Summer."] That matters worth a damn at least... a bit, doesn't it?
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[personal profile] alilyinthemoonslight 2015-04-14 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
Being a happy sappy ball of love and justice would kind of make me sick, anyway.

But... Umi. I don't know what you want to do with us. With me. Maybe it's too sentimental to say, "Lily considers Marina her best friend after Winter and her sister," and think that needs to tell us what to do but...

MY sister, my Jasmine... She fucked with both of us. She cursed... both of us.

She was important to both of us, too, no matter how much of a bitch she might have been.

If you need anything, just yell. I don't know if that makes us friends like our others, but... You're still kind of important too, alright?
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[personal profile] jasminebloominginshadow 2015-04-09 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
I know I'm probably the last person you want to hear from, but... I want to let you know, I regret how everything turned out.

I want you to live the longest, fullest life you possibly can. I don't know if I have any right to say that, but... it's how I feel.
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[personal profile] jasminebloominginshadow 2015-04-12 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
In my experience, it's usually a mix of all of those things.

I realize it may be selfish to say this, too, but... if you need any help working that out... Man, it'd be such an asshole thing to say I owe you this. But I definitely think you deserve it.
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[personal profile] jasminebloominginshadow 2015-04-16 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
Right. Whatever you think you're ready for in the end.

I wish you the best. Really.

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[personal profile] charcoalfeather 2015-04-10 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
...Doing this is really brave, Mar-Umi. If they're still planning to kill us, maybe they'll spare you.

So, Jasmine's really dead. Huh.
charcoalfeather: (I dont understand)

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[personal profile] charcoalfeather 2015-04-10 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
I saw the explosion. I didn't know what to do, so I.... I just left.

[there was a long pause.]

Raye's dead too. By the way.
charcoalfeather: (My wings?)

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[personal profile] charcoalfeather 2015-04-10 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
I'm okay, I guess. I don't know. I don't know what to think about anything anymore.

...And, I'm not angry that you left me there. I kind of wanted to be alone anyways

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[personal profile] guitar_case_vagabond 2015-04-15 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
[She'd spent awhile tapping her foot and considering this message and whether or not to even answer. After awhile she finally but.]

i dunno if im one of those people you hate wouldnt blame you if i was.

but im tired of holding grudges over this bullshit so if you do run into any problems with whatever youre gonna do give us a call


[Hopefully it's apparent who she means by "us."]
guitar_case_vagabond: (Whaaatever)

[personal profile] guitar_case_vagabond 2015-04-15 02:58 am (UTC)(link)
[She winces slightly on her side of the conversation, hesitating for a minute or so before answering.]

yeah. she was a real bitch.

so am i but only if you do something to deserve it.




if that helps
guitar_case_vagabond: (Jeez)

[personal profile] guitar_case_vagabond 2015-04-15 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
yeah well if you remember what marina does you know i did worse than go along with some psycho so itd be pretty shitty of me to hold tht against you.




no offense

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