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Hajime Aikawa ([personal profile] chalicejoker) wrote in [community profile] savetheearth2013-09-08 11:57 am

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Hey. Has anyone remembered something where you've seen yourself? I don't mean seeing your reflection or anything like that, I've done that before, but I saw myself standing there off to one side while I was doing something else. He had my face and everything.

[There's something Hajime's not saying there. He remembers being an angry and wounded and defeated bug monster, and as he got sucked into that cramped prison, he was raging at the human who was responsible…the one with his face. Filled with rage and consumed with the disbelief that he had lost to such a weak creature.]

It feels like it should be one of those weird metaphorical symbolic dreams or something, only I know it's not. The memory's too real to be a dream, it feels like the other memories I have, and everything else about it is pretty much in line with what I've been remembering except for seeing myself there like that…

[He trails off in a bit of uncertainty. Nothing about that memory makes sense.]
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[personal profile] rota 2013-09-08 11:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Did he look right at you?

[This is important, considering Toni's ~other self~ looked right at her.]
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[personal profile] rota 2013-09-09 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
Is it possible that it is not you, but simply someone else with your appearance?
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[personal profile] rota 2013-09-09 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
Insect form? You may have to clarify that for me.
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[personal profile] rota 2013-09-10 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
So it's likely not you at all, but rather a doppelganger.

Or a twin?
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[personal profile] rota 2013-09-10 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
A doppelganger then is the closest I can come up with. Or someone with a far deeper connection to you than you know right now.

Perhaps you are two halves of a whole?
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[personal profile] rota 2013-09-11 12:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[It takes her a few hours to reply because someone's just gotten a couple of echoes out of this.]

If you were not two halves of a whole, then the other person (for lack of a better term) is a Shadow, perhaps.
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[personal profile] rota 2013-09-12 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
In psychology, particularly that of Carl Jung's analytical psychology, the term Shadow is coined as the unconscious; that is to say, the repressed, suppressed or unknown qualities of a person's psyche. Not necessarily the hidden evils, simply hidden facets of one's personality that they likely don't even know about.

It's also likely that this person with your face is a physical manifestation of your Shadow.
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[personal profile] rota 2013-09-12 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
A Shadow's appearance is said to be based upon the person, though Jung makes no mention of them actually capable of taking on physical manifestations outside of the individual's mind. Thus, an actual physical manifestation would likely require something a little more supernatural.

Though you would not have been the first one to encounter your Shadow in the physical realm.
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[personal profile] rota 2013-09-13 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. My Shadow had looked like myself when I had been younger. There had been marked differences though, but it was undeniably mine.
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[personal profile] rota 2013-09-18 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
Would that change your perception of your past self?